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Some day I'll get it.

TW!!! MENTIONS OF SUICIDE

Now playing, "Someday I'll get it." By Alek Olsen

"I think of you all, all the time..now that you're gone."

I shouldn't have taken our time for granted.
Nor, should I have taken her  for granted.
Maybe if I hadn't, She'd still be here.

I saw a strangers name in my contact list though.

but somehow, I knew that strangers favorite color, why she doesn't like being yelled at, her favorite food, how much she loves their siblings, her hair color, her last name, her eye color, her scent, her taste, how her body felt when I was holding it, everything.

everything.

"no, stop it!!" she laughed, running away from me.

"I'm gonna get you!" I yelled, chasing after her. I caught up to her, 

"got you!" I said, twirling her around. I placed a kiss on her nose. "god I love you." she smiled, and booped my nose. "I love you too, walker."

Her voice rings in my head. I can't get it out. I'm going crazy. 

Everywhere I go, everything reminds me of her. She's stuck in my head, and I couldn't look at anyone, because I saw her in everyone. Whether it was their hair color, their eye color, their hand placements, their laugh, their clothes, their scent.

she was everywhere. 

why'd you have to leave? 
why couldn't you stay?
it hurt me when you left.
alot.

"now blow out the candles!" she said, looking at me with a smile on her face. I blew them out, and she handed  me my present. 

I unwrapped it, enjoying the look on her face. 

it was a promise ring. with her initials.

I still wear the ring.
no matter where I go, I do.
it stays with me.
if I could get it glued on, I would.

"no walker! I just feel like we never spend any time together, and I'm sick of it!" she said, throwing her hands in the air. I rubbed my eyes.

"that's because you're never around!! I try so hard-" 

"No! you don't!"

"yes i do!! how do you think I feel?? you going out with your friends all the time! how do I know you're not cheating-" I cut myself off.

"you know I would never do that! don't you know how many times I've gotten cheated on!?" she yelled. I snapped.

"you know what? maybe you should just leave!"

"maybe I will!!!" she yelled, slamming the door on her way out.

I regret that night all the time.
I shouldn't have yelled at her
I shouldn't have told her to leave

when she said it, I didn't know she meant literally
maybe someday I'll get it
maybe someday i'll accept shes gone.

A\N
short chapterrrr