Aren't I Supposed To Be On Top?

Chapter 6

"No, not tonight. I can't stop thinking about what you told me. You've been listening to Asher have sex for five years."
"Six."
"Wait six? I thought you were 23."
"I am. We started college at 17."
"Now I'm definitely not in the mood, Mr. Smartypants." Atticus mumbles and sits next to him, legs crossed.
Bastian frowns and sits up too. "I'm really sorry. I wasn't going to tell you but I didn't want you finding out and thinking I was hiding it from you. It's not like I'm ashamed or anything because it was mutual between Ash and I."
"I get it. Voyeurism is a thing. I don't know how I'd feel watching you with someone else though."
There is a short pause and a dark blush paints the cheeks of the redhead.
"Are you thinking about it?" Bastian inquires.
"N-no!" Atticus quickly shoots down.

Bastian smiles softly and puts his hand on his boyfriend's. "If I asked Ash would you wanna try it out? Maybe try to understand why I enjoyed it. If not, that's totally ok."
"Wait is Ash...?"
"Ash is straight but he said he'd be gay for me."
"Does he have feelings for you?"
"He assured me that he didn't have romantic feelings towards me, but before I left to come here he said if you broke up with me he would pound me until I forgot about you."
Suddenly a feeling of jealousy took over and he felt territorial.
"Well he can't have you. You're mine got it." Atticus gets in Bastian's face.
The said boy blushes deeply but nods quickly.

"I know I'm yours. You're mine too right?" Bastian mumbles softly.
Atticus tackles Bastian onto his back once again, arms pinned.
The said man's blush darkens.
"Of course I'm yours. You call him over and I'll prove just how mine you are."
Bastian turns his face away, unable to take the embarrassment, his eyes squeezed closed.
Atticus growls and grabs his chin.
His dominant aura radiates and Bash could feel himself shrink under the pressure.
"Are you gonna fuck me in front of Asher?" The older man asks in a quiet voice.

The question sinks in and makes Atticus pause.
"Wait...no. No! I don't want him to watch us."
"Are you going to watch him and I then?" Bastian watches his boyfriend's mind run laps.
Finally Atticus looks into his Bastian's eyes.
"Yes. I will do this in order to try to understand you. I can't promise I won't get jealous. But can I stop you at any point if it's too much for me?"
"Of course you can. If you're uncomfortable I want you to speak up." Bash quickly assures.
"I'll do this but..."
"But what?"
"I want our first time to be just us, ok?"
Bastian smiles, eyes closed. "Yeah."

Atticus gets off his boyfriend and sits on the edge of the bed.
"Do you want do it tonight or wait?"
The redhead looks at the clock. "We have time."
"Ok. I'll call him."
"Alright." Atticus mumbles then looks around his apartment. He cleans up some more while he waits.
Bastian grabs his phone and calls Ash, hoping he's still awake.
After a couple rings Ash finally answers.
"Did he break your heart? Do I have to beat up his pretty face?"
Bastian laughs softly at the sudden questions. "No but can you come over?"
Ash's eyebrows furrow in confusion. "Come over there, why?"
"He wants to watch us."
"Wait seriously?"
"Kinda."
"Oh, I get it. Text me the address and I'll head out."

About 20 minutes later there is a knock at the door.
Atticus opens the door and lets Asher in.
"I need to ask, are you sure about this? I won't do anything if you're uncomfortable. I'm not the type."
"I'm trying to understand him. Plus he assured me you don't have feelings for him."
"I don't. He's my best friend though. He deserves the world."
"I can't provide that. But I can give him all of me."
"Good. Although I won't hold back on him."
"I wouldn't want you to. His first time deserves to be amazing."
"Wait what?"
"What's wrong?"
"I'm taking his virginity? Why would you let me do that?"
"I thought about it while we waited for you. But I think after 6 years of listening to you and being friends for so long, he deserves to be taken by you. I get him for the rest of our lives, at least I hope so. We agreed our first time would just be him and I."

Bastian comes out of the bathroom and smiles. "Hi Ash. Thanks for coming."
Asher looks at his best friend. "Promise me you won't regret this."
The smile turns into a frown. "I promise."
The hairdresser laughs quietly. "So submissive Bash. I didn't think I'd get to see this side of you."
Atticus walks past his boyfriend and grabs his beanbag. "We should get started before it gets too late."
"You want us on the bed?" Asher asks, following.
"Yeah. If you want you can pretend I'm not here. It might be more natural. Unless it'll get you off more to 'know I'm watching'."
Bash thinks about it then frowns again. "I want you to enjoy yourself, not just sit there sadly. I don't think I could get off knowing you're watching me. I'll just feel more guilty and more so if you're not happy. So I can pretend you're not there and give you a good show. Does that make sense?"
Asher nods immediately but Atticus needed a moment to comprehend and agree.
"Ok now that we're on the same page, Asher are you ok?" Bastian asks, turning to his friend.
"Yeah I'm good. To be honest I'm gonna enjoy your tightness and I will cherish your virginity until the day I die."

Bastian blushes deeply.
Atticus clenches his fists. "Don't say such embarrassing shit in front of me."
Ash smirks. "Why not?"
Atticus opens his mouth but puff out his cheeks. He pulls the beanbag to the opposite side of the room and sits down. "I can see you but I should be out of your peripheral. We can add soft music if you want."
"Music really helps." Asher agrees then looks at Bash.
"I'll put something on my phone." Bash pulls out his phone and turns something on quiet.
"Are you comfortable Atticus?" Asher asks, looking at the redhead.
Once he relaxes and spreads his legs Atticus nods.
"Good." Asher grabs Bastian's waist and smashes their lips together.