Wining was never an option

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TW⚠️:Mention of rape

Poppy's Pov:

All I can remember is screaming before I blacked out and a strange pain that no 11 year old girl should ever experience between her legs. It felt like I was burning from inside out.

His words repeated on and on In my mind as my heart pounded in my chest. 'You like that slut', 'Be a good girl for daddy' Sal said as I just screamed as he hold my hand above my head. As tears ran down my face leaving trails like an inscription on a piece of paper.

TW⚠️ over:

The school bell rings dismissing me from my thoughts, I kept quiet today as my throat was sore from my screaming.

I head to my next class which was Heath, I've always hated that class, I know I'm only 11 and shouldn't ditch but I might just ditch that class. Why are they even allowed to teach that to kids my age.

I walked into the bathrooms and sit in a stall staring into a blank nothingness hoping that my life was going to end. I didn't know how long I was there till the bell rang again.

I checked the time on my phone the numbers 2:30 jump out at me, I realize I missed more class then expected. I was going to get it later as I know the school was probably going to call Sal or Trina about it.

Maybe I should take Ry and Alex and go away for the night I thought, but I couldn't I don't have any where else to stay and I don't think anyone in their right mind would rent out a hotel room to three kids under 16.

So I expected my fate, after school ended I got Ry and Lex and as soon as we got home I sent them to my room to hide.
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TW⚠️: abuse & rape

4 hours go by it's now 7:00 at night when Sal walks in overly drunk and I was right, I got it good, he punched and kicked me till I was almost limp in the floor.

When he undressed his lower body and mine, I tried to fight him but that just landed me a slap across the face.

He covered my mouth with one hand as I screamed in agony,and used his other to pin my arms down.

TW⚠️ over:
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I don't remember when he stopped, I just remember crawling into my bed and passing out from pain an exhaustion.

When I woke the next morning I felt weight on my chest, I looked down to see Ry and Alexandra sleeping on top of me. I guess that's the only win I'll ever get, I told myself.
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Author's note: I know this chapter was maybe a bit unpleasant for some readers and I apologize for that. Thanks for reading.

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