You're not good for me // B.E

One

I peer my eyes open as i feel the sun rays hiting my face delicately. I hate mornings.

If i could, i would sleep 24/7. It's my biggest passion honestly. I slowly stretch in bed and sit up.

I don't wanna get out of bed, but coffee is calling my name. There's two things i am slut for. Sleep and coffee.

If someone can't find me, then i'll be either sleeping or drinking coffee. There's no other things to do.

My morning was quite good until i heard the door lock click when it got opened. Only one person could waltz in here on a friday.

"Honeeyyy im hooome" i heard Sheila yell in a singing voice.

"You are annoying sheils" i say as i hug my bestfriend. "Want coffee?" I suggest.

"No bitch, but iii waaant you to come with me to a party today" as soon as i heard that sentence leave her mouth i shook my head violently.

"No way in hell i am going to a party with you. No." I say as i cross my arms and sit on the kitchen counter.

"Prettyyy please? You haven't left your cave in like 2 months now. Cmon Lexi" she didn't stop pleading. I knew this day will come. I got two months that were quiet.

"No sheila, i dont want to. What if i see that.... Bitch?" I pout now thinking about the witch itself.

"You won't i promise, it's a rich kid party. You need to get some booze in your system and you need to socialise".

She wasn't wrong. She's never wrong. I love her endlessly but she's a pain in my ass.

So hours later, she got me dressed up all nice and shit and now was dragging me towards some boujee mansion that you could hear music coming from i bet even in damn Australia honestly.

As soon as we entered the house the smell of weed and alcohol immediately hit my nostrils and a smile tugged on my face.

I haven't been in a party for a while now. Seems refreshing. I was deep in my thoughts as i felt someone tug on the hem of my shirt.

"Im going to talk to some friends, don't get yourself in too much trouble and keep your phone on yourself at all times" Sheila said as i turned around to look at her. And soon she disappeared into a sweaty crowd.

I got myself some beer and started walking outside, i saw a small circle of people sitting around, so i thought fuck it. Socialisation it is.

As soon as i walked there and sat down, i felt my cheeks turning red as everyone's eyes turned to look at me.

"Who are you?" Some girl with curly brown hair asked, she was sitting next to me.

"Im Alex, i thought i'll come socialise. My friend ran off to god knows were" i said shyly, weird situation i put myself into. But then my eyes caught the most beautiful blue eyed girl looking at me with hooded red eyes. That was actually as blue as the deepest, clearest water.

"Well i'm Odessa, and this is the gang" she said pulling me out of my thoughts of this beautiful dark haired woman. That was actually sitting on a lap of some crusty looking dude. He had dark hair. Yikes. I already don't like him.

"This is Quen, Billie and Matthew, Zoe, Ricky, And Prince" Odessa continued, as she named everyone sitting here and they waved slightly. My eyes scanning everyone's faces. Billie. Weird name, but it suits her so well.

I nod at everyone, as they just go back into their own little conversations. Odessa on the other hand was talking to me. If the Billie girl wasn't here i would've been all over her, she's so gorgeous. But Billie is on another level of gorgeous. Probably straight as well since she's sitting on the crusty dudes lap, who has his hands all over her body.