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at that time, the world was strange, a gray world and colorful thoughts, every person gave color to the world in some way, some spoiled it with beautiful colors, and some spoiled it with those black and white tones, but not in the literal sense. there were harder times, harder for whom, easier, but not easy times! in our time there were only two seasons, one was the period when we were alive, and the other was, when we were dead. This time in the literal sense, it may have snowed for us, but it wasn't the seasons for us, no one pays attention to such little things when we live in a less than ideal world, in which one does not live, but survives!
at that time it was believed that we ourselves create a child when it is born, at first glance, when we see the face of our child, instinct tells us the character of that little human creature. My mom saw in me warmth, kindness, love, a calm girl who knows what she wants, a resourceful child with happiness, so she named me Amaliah, nicknamed Liah.
my mother told everyone that she named me after instinct and character, traditionally, that was actually one part of my name, but actually she named me after Amajlija, jade is a stone that is considered a good luck charm,
my grandmother always had it with her, it cost very, very much, it was in a gold frame, which made it cost even more, but she never wanted to sell it, she always wore it, and on the back, on the gold frame, star magnolia flower was engraved. unfortunately I only vaguely remember my grandmother, because she died when I was 5, but she was always uptight, telling me quotes that I have to stick to! 1. We were born in your world, but u will dye in ours.
that quote was constantly mentioned in my bedtime story, the final sentence was always that one, I never understood it, not even now, but I remember it to this day
and when I was afraid, and when I had nightmares, my grandmother always said if you're not afraid, you're not human
when I would ask my grandmother about the monsters I was afraid of at night, she would always end up asking me if monsters were born or created?
all those questions were rhetorical, and to this day some of her questions remain open, I don't know the answers to them, but I have them written down in my notebook where I write down everything I know and what I think I need to know, and I always remember it when I'm afraid and when I miss my grandmother
people keep saying that this world is broken, and everyone blames each other for it, but the system was never broken, it was built that way
I know that, but it seems like only I see it. I don't like that either! I am now 17 years old, and nothing is difficult for me now, I am used to everything that surrounds me, everything that has been judged now and will be judged, except for one thing, that my 7-year-old brother has to to be strong at such a young age, that child should be loved by its own mother, every child needs that, but unfortunately, today, as soon as you are born you have to be born strong and cold, otherwise you were born in the wrong century and have no chance of surviving!
my brother's name is Liam, it means soldier of good will, that's his character, I named him because I saw in his eyes that he was stronger than me, and that he was born for this! he and I both have my mother's genes, brown hair like dark chocolate, and brown eyes, also long eyelashes and beautiful smiles, my brother only has my father's blue eyes, and a little frizzier hair, but mostly we look alike.
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and now allow me to explain the situation of today's life, everything about which I explained earlier in the notes
