(on hold)#Wattys2015 Dixons Daughter(Glenn Rhee FanFicton)

Chapter 11

I'm in love with Glenn....but he's engaged with Maggie...and he told me he doesn't want me no more..
He's slept with me many more times before maggie..he has kissed me and made me feel magical...like no other boy has before...
I've been pregnant...many times with a baby of his..he was serious when I pregnant...
Tears fell out of my eyes and I sighed deeply.
I was sitting on my couch in silence with my knees up to my chest tears running down my face onto my jeans.
"Sam?" Asked a deep voice.
I heard shuffling of feet and glass bottles being thrown away.
Carl came into view, and he looked at me tears in his eyes.
I

t's like...he could see the real damage I have been doing to myself.
"Your damaging yourself for a man...That doesn't love you...don't you think you should be finding someone new?" He asked with concerning eyes.
"Ya...maybe I should move on carl..." I said running my fingers threw my greasy hair.
"There you go!" Carl said jumping off the couch.
I nodded at him and got up.
I suddenly felt nasty,and I shrunk back.
"I'm gonna take a shower..." he nodded at me and I went towards my bathroom.
I grabbed a towel and a new pair of clothes on the way.
I locked the door and got in the shower.
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"What's going on with you and the mystery girl?" I asked nudging him.
"Haha...I've been following her....she's been going out in the woods...and we almost kissed..." he said blushing.
"Awe!!!!" I said clapping and giggling.
We talked about what he has been doing..his school work was going.
Then I stopped in the middle of the sidewalk.
Maggie and Glenn were bickering outside.
He slammed his hands on the wall and walked away.
The way he walked made me sense that...he was mad...but didn't want to show it...
He looked like he was freshly out of the shower...and threw a t-shirt,jeans,and shoes on in a rush.
He looked up at me,like he noticed i was staring at him and started his way towards me.
"Hey,your out of the house!" He said gladly smiling at me with his perfect smile.
"Ya,carl...got me out this morning...." I said pushing some of my brown hair behind my ear.
Carl stood beside me shooting daggers at glenn.
"That's good! " He said bringing me into a hug.
I hugged him back in taking his smell,that was of after shave,Sweet powdery smell,and Gun powder.
"Well,I'll see you later....We're having a big dinner and carl was supposed to tell you that you are coming." He said not even giving me a choice to go or not.
It's like I have to go.
"Ya..okay...is my dad gonna be there..or is he out again?" I asked glenn, I haven't seen my father in days...Since I went into this major depression thing...I don't even know what to call it.
"Ya..should be..He said, he's gonna catch us a deer for dinner...shit I haven't had any since the prison and it sounds good." He said chuckling at himself.
"Ya, my dad is mad with deer hunting and stuff like that." My eyes darted to my brown boots.
"Ya...Well I've gotta go...and go get what the girls need to cook, so I'll see you tonight." He said smiling at me his teeth almost shining.
I nodded and he started walking with his hands in his pockets of his jeans.
"When did you plan on telling me about the dinner?" I asked carl crossing my arms and raising a eyebrow.
I wasn't mad at all...I'm happy really that Glenn actually came and talked to me.
"After the walk...cause you seemed upset so..I wanted to wait..." he said scratching his head nervously.
I bursted out laughing at him, he actually believed I was angry.
"I'm messing with you carl..I'm not mad.." I chuckled at him hitting his shoulder playfully.
He laughed at me and we continued walking down the sidewalk.
I stopped several times,for people who wanted to talk to me.
Yes,I was hiding inside my house for 3-4 weeks..so people were gonna stop me and ask how I was...hiding inside your house, coping that way isn't really that good...
Carol brought me her cookies,which btw are freaking delicious!!!
Carl and I are on our way to his house for dinner.
Which carl sent me back to my house and made me change into a dress.
I felt beautiful...honestly...my time in my house alone..did me some good....
He opened the door and the house was empty.
My eye brow raised and I turned to him.
"SURPRISE!!!"I heard my family yell.
My eyes teared up and carl patted my back gently.
"Oh my god...you remembered daddy." I said shaking.
"How could not remember er' birthday?" He said stepping forward towards me he had a dress top on, his leather jacket and a pair of jeans.
I hugged him gripping his shirt.
I went around thanking everybody.
Tara was even there...and that made me happy.
"Where's rick?" I asked Michonne sipping my glass of red wine.
"...he..um....kinda went a bit crazy...he is aparently teaching this people the "real" world." She said rolling her eyes sipping her wine.
I shook my head and I felt a hand touch my middle back.
"Happy birthday Sam." I heard the man I'm in love with voice.
"Thanks glenn." I said turning around and hugging him.
"I'd like us to hang out tomorrow okay?" He asked me keeping me in his hold.
"Ya,I'd like that...we haven't done this in forever...." I said smiling at him.
He walked away his back turned to me,several times he turned and looked at me.
God, that man is breaking me inside and he doesn't even realize it.