"Leave me you can't do this to me," I screamed as he pulled me closer and our chests collided, his hand was on my neck with a tight grip I almost felt chocked before I could realise more, he pressed his lips on mine, he was biting my lower lip I moa...
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PAST ( AGE : 16 )
"Is he mute?" One of my classmate asked his friend. Pointing at me.
"No, he isn't. Don't bother buddy he isn't cool either." Other one said.
"Right he is freaking boring." A girl joined.
"Who gave him an admission, he seems useless, isn't he? Doesn't play, not in any activity, and I don't even see him marking something in academics, our school in stuffed with the dull dumbos. Not interesting anymore." Second one said.
"I've asked him for a date, but he said 'NO' as if I'm an someone in my forties, Can you believe he rejected me. A stupid snoozer. What does he think of himself, Doesn't he have any friends or Girlfriends, neither good at anything." Girl snapped a slight loudly.
Mom and Dad got divorced 6 months ago and now I have shifted to stay with my mom in another city so, I have to change my school, which I find totally disgusting.
My parents separation affected me alot, I've never imagined them like this, I've stopped talking to anybody, I didn't liked to talk to anybody, specially in a school! Students filled with fucking unnecessary attitudes, All of them considering themselves as A king of the place. You can't find a genuine friendship here, everyone is backbitchig everyone, And being sweetest of themselves in front.
I was already disturbed and coming here didn't helped in my situation, infact it worsens. I was ashamed of talking to my friends from previous school because of mom dad's divorce and lost contact with them. And here I didn't liked anyone, so I avoid, rejected everybody who tries to mend with me, I was tired of everything, my mind was full of trashy thoughts. And I wasn't able to control my condition, my performance in everything decreased. I wasn't befriended with anyone, nor was I doing anything like a normal teenager.
Boring, Weirdo, Stupid, Freak , Lunatic and many more like this are became my first name in school.
PRESENT
I've made sure to maintain the environment i always wanted around me from the day i got the things in my control. I still remember that three years of my life in that highschool. The names that were given to me, the pranks on me, everything. I can't resist them anymore. People who don't think twice before calling others anything comes to there mind, if you don't know the person don't judge them. And today when Hazel did that, she just called me boring and I felt to through her out of my house because I can't resist someone giving me any slang that doesn't matter how much big is it or how much offensive it is. I know she must be confused that why suddenly a small slang affected me so much, but I don't bother myself to tell her this stuff. I was standing in balcony a ciggerate between my fingers.
Door of my room opened, I clenched my jaw, I didn't wanted to talk to her right now.
"OUT." I shouted,and turned to enter in my room only to found the person wasn't Hazel.
