"Leave me you can't do this to me," I screamed as he pulled me closer and our chests collided, his hand was on my neck with a tight grip I almost felt chocked before I could realise more, he pressed his lips on mine, he was biting my lower lip I moa...
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It's been a week since I got to know about everything, doesn't matter how much I try to not to care about or weeping on it, but somewhere deep down it hurts. People I trusted and loved the most they betrayed me. I feel alone or I was always alone. But that's when Ivaan comes from nowhere and I feel I have everything. The best I could have is him. The sourness which was eating me from inside, he heals it. He never mentioned about that topic, he ignored it, he always tried for me to forget it too. And I want to do the same but I can't, it will always be a part of me, even a little it will always hurt me somewhere.
My trace broke when Ivaan entered the room, he was on the call.
"What is it?" I asked when he cuts the call, he comes and sits beside me on the bed.
"Nothing, still we are not able to find Nicolas."
I took his hand in mine assuring him that everything will be fine. "Don't worry Ivaan. You are taking to much stress, everything will be fine." He nodded and I smiled.
Sometimes it amuses me that he is my husband, I mean we're married. Who ever thought that this will happen. A grumpy, angry, rude guy that was his image in my mind, and he is that but that's for others, he is very protective and cares for his loved ones. No doubt, he behaved rudely with me too in the starting but may be that was relevant. But now he cares for me, I know he won't express anything through words but his actions are enough to understand him. The way he tries to show that he want this relationship, he want this marriage to succeed. Emotions his eyes shows, that's now more than just a protector. Sometimes I feel guilty that I'm unable to reciprocate his feelings,, but I just feel nervous around him.
"I'll have a bath, I need this." He said and and suddenly an idea popped up in my mind. He got up from the bed and went to jacuzzi. I got up from the bed and tailed him. He was already settled in it and resting his head behind.
"Umm- Can I join you ?" And he was shocked but soon he covered his expression and nodded at me. My Tshirt and shorts joined the floor leaving me in Burgundy lingerie.
I settled myself front of him and I saw his ears turning scarlet. He looked here and there but me. When I move my legs a little and realised that he isn't wearing anything. And I'm sure my cheeks matched his ears. Awkward silence covered us, and I regret the idea of coming here.
It's okay, he is your husband. You got a right on him and You both have to take steps to grow your relationship.
My subconscious replied to my awkwardness, but no we are supposed to take steps not jump.
I got up immediately, he looked up at me, "I think I'm done, See you outside." I blabbered and was about to step outside, but I felt tug on my wrist, I looked at him. "Stay, and just turn around for a minute." I turned around. When he turned me towards himself after a minute or two. He was standing, and wearing his boxers. Good Decision. I huffed mentally. He sat and eyes me to sit in his lap, I hesitated but sat.
