Grian books of ships

the blood...

this is after 3rd life! yes takes you back dont it!!!!  

MAGER TW

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its was burned in to his brain. like a mark on a horse. or a scar on a body. a scar. the scar. those scars...

grian smashed scars head on a rock. the blood. from there fight. oh it was every where. black eyes. black marks. it was haunting. he took his hands off of scars neck. he had gone crazy. mad. savage. he got off of scars waist and looked at the blood. scars tooth was on the floor by his foot. feathers from his cut wings. covered in blood. grian could do nothing but spin as he looked at the sense. 

"oh god!" grian bent over and pucked up anything left. the little food they had left them to eat raw meat. this game. this stupid game was horribal! all his puck was red and pink. from the raw meat and the blood. so much blood. he looked at scars lifless body again. then at pizzas grave. he needed to end it. he doesnt remeber walking over. all he rememberes is hitting the ground. he didnt die. but he couldnt move. he bleed to death. 

-at hermit craft-

X had every one leaving for 3rd life leave there bodys on bed in a save room. since leaving for the game ment their bodys would stay behind. soon they all woke at the same time. all of them sat up. doc and X where there. they all sat there as doc and X ran to get them all water. they al looked traumatized. mostly grian though. he bent over the bed and pucked on the floor. scar was next to him. the two dating. he put his hand on grian shoulder. 

"youre ok," scar said rubbing his back. grian started crying. cleo ran over to help will the other drank water. scar pulled grian in. 

"its ok. eveyrthings ok now. i promis," scar said over and over again. doc went over to ren. those two also together. ren shock his head when doc asked anything. no body answered anybody for a week. grian didnt say a word. not even to scar. till X had enough. he called all the members of 3rd life. doc included. him following ren. turns out he barly said a word too. same with bdubs. no longer jumping and fun. even Zed had to force impalse and tango to tell him what was wrong. 

"i really am worried! you all look like you saw something. please just tell me," X asked. he looked at grian mostly. 

"i will if grian does," ren said. others nodded. grian sighed.

"i know you think its because i wont say anything. but you all saw the blood. we all starved," grian sighed, "i killed scar in colded blood with my bare hands. i smashed his head on a rock and chocked him. every night i see it and ever time i see the missing tooth in scars mouth i see it laying on the floor by his lifless bodys foot. the marks on his neck from my hands. the raw meat we ate because we where so hungry we didnt have time to cook it. it sucked now speak!" grian told them. one by one they all explained whats keeping them scilent. 

"this game was crazy. cub, zed, and me are doing therapys. and there is a few people thinking about it. so you will all have weekly meetings. we can figure out by whom later. please go home and sleep," X told them. they all left. most in tears. soon ren came over. he pulled grian in a diffrent room then the other two. scar and doc sat on the couch and talked. ren closed the door and grabbed grian shoulders. he looked tariffied! 

"i cant! i havent had therapy since the farm!" ren was from whats called a 'farm'. its just men growing hybrids like corn. training them to act like slaves. of all kind. ren was not trained as a normal slave. he was raised to be a 'pleasing' slave. they gave therapy to them as  a way to convince them that they where no more then toys for humans. 

"i know ren but this isnt what you think i promis! you can have doc with you the whole time! you dont need to say anything you dont want to! please just try. for me. for doc!" grian said. ren put his hands down and looked down. 

"for your futcher! you always talking about marrying doc and having a family. growing old," grian said. ren nodded. 

"ill try. but doc HAS to be there!" ren had a tear in his eyes. grian smiled and whipped rens face. 

"now go sleep! you have eye bags!" grian laughed. ren laughed too. ren and doc left. grian and scar went to lay down. scar holding grian while he watched him. grian looked out the window. 

"im not sleeping till you do," scar said. grian sighed. 

"i keep seeing it," 

"i know. here. just cuddle in and sleep," scar said. grian sighed and layed on scars chest. he slepped that night. not dreaming of a thing. not even a nightmare. 

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part 2??

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