Summer Hate... or Love

day one - sleep

oh. oh? oh! oh my go- 

"zellie?" ricky calls out. 

"hmm? oh yea, sorry. sure, what movie?" I respond. 

'what movie' hazel? really. don't you think he would tell you when you asked if he knew. 

"i dont know, something on netflix. preferably horror if your cool with that." 

"horrors cool." I walk over to his bed and sit on the other half of it, both of us leaning up against the headboard, he has his laptop on his lap though. 

"The Conjuring sounds good?" he asks. 

I nod my head, knowing its my all time favorite horror movie. taking a look at my choice of clothing, I notice that its not very comfy, so I make the decision to change. 

"I'm gonna change really quickly though." I say and he just merely nods back. 

we do have small little bathrooms in our dorms which is definitely a plus. it has the normal, shower + a bath (hell yes!), a toliet, and a sink.

I grab some black sleep shorts that are probably too short but its what i brought, so. then, a oversized black long sleeve shirt that falls of my shoulders and is the description of comfortable. 

I walk back out, setting my dirty clothes in the laundry hamper that I brought, and grabbing a blanket of my bed to lay with. 

hopping back in the bed, I throw the blanket over my legs, and then my new male friend decides to be hot as fuck, and fix the blanket so it's over both our legs, and resting the computer onto one of each of our thighs. y'all, I can feel his thigh right now and let me tell you, its taking everything in me not to grab it. ricky then hits play on the movie, making the nostalgia of watching this movie growing up flowing back to me. god I love this movie, I think to myself. 

"oh, have you seen it before?" he asks me. 

my brows meet together, confused, I ask, "what?" 

"zellie, you said that out loud." ricky tells me with a slight chuckle. 

my face, almost, remember almost, blossoms with red, but I just lightly chuckle with him. 

"whoops. my bad, but uhh.. yea I have seen it before. four times." I tell him, 

"damn ok. way to show me up. I've seen it three." 

i hold back a giggle, instead saying, "its ok," I pat his shoulder yet not removing my hand, "not everyones as cool as me." 

hazel. please go commit. are you fucking with me. NOT AS COOL?? WHO EVEN SAYS THATS! you are such a fatass sometimes, I swear. anyways, he just shakes his head lightly and then rests his head on my hand, continuing to watch the movie. wait, what! he's resting his head on my hand! he's so fine. oh my god. 

we watch the movie like this for a while, until I have an itch that I need the hand he's been using for. damn it, zel. I retract my hand and bring it down to this back spot on my ankle, oh yea... much better. I make it pretty noticeable I had an itch though so he knows that it was ok he was using my hand as a pillow. 

then I lean back onto the headboard, and his head then rolls onto my shoulder. dayum dude ok. taking a peek at his god-like face, I don't see the ocean orbs shining at me. oh. he's asleep. makes sense. the movie was almost over anyways and its like 11:30. I shut his computer, placing it onto the dresser infront of us, and then get up and head back onto my bed. 

I lay back down, thinking about that whole interaction. soon, I fall into the place of rest, yet even this place isn't safe from my thoughts, my ideas, me. 

I wonder what he thinks about me? does he think the same unholy thoughts I do? how was his childhood? why was he late earlier? he is so hot. 

ugh... lord, please help me.

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this was kinda a short chapter + my bad yall for leaving you guys alone for so long! im back and dont worry, the story is just getting started. but... guys that was so cute! let me know what yall thought though because it means a lot.

and this chapter is last wednesdays chapter, so there will still be another one in three days! see you then

bye lovelies 🤍🤍