Fantasia pov i heard my phone ringing and i truly wanted to ignore it. But the mother in me wouldn't let me . So i rushed downstairs to answer it .
Sarah's POV I had came back a long time ago from brunch . I was just kicking it at the house with my baby. after the nanny left, Fantasia had gone out. She didn't tell me where but I felt like maybe she needed some time to herself . She was a stay at home mother at this point and I was worried about her being unfulfilled . so I didn't bother her the first few hours that went by . but by 8:00 p.m. rolled around I started to get worried. I sent her a text but I got no response. and then I called her to get an answer from her . So I opted for a FaceTime call and I was declined. I wonder what she was doing if she was doing something important. I mean she was an artist after all and she was an expiring actress. I thought I should give her more time but something just wasn't sitting right with me. She had never gone out without telling me for one where she was going. And two she had never stayed out this long without at least checking up on purity every 2 to 3 hours. She was only 8 months and still unable to talk so she worried a lot . she would frequently call our nanny and have her on FaceTime calls whenever she was away . even when she was just around the corner at the grocery store. I thought for a second maybe something had happened to her, like maybe she had gotten into an accident . I resist the urge to track her location but I knew I had it. Then my mind got to wondering and I wondered if she had not been in an accident maybe she had got shot again. she had told me about the unfortunate accident she with her partner right before the baby was born. before we met she had lost the mother of her child in long time girlfriend to taraji P Henson it was tragic watching her go through the depression. nursing her out of it when I first approached her she wasn't having none of it. and then slowly but surely I grew on her. I knew for sure that she loved Taraji with her whole heart and I tried my best to be everything she needed me to be but somehow I still feel like I was living in her Shadow. like I was living in her ghost everything I did somehow got compared to Taraji. I tried hard not to be in my feelings about this but it was difficult . after about 6 months I proposed to her and she said yes . I know we moved a little fast but the heart wants with the heart wants right.. Then I got another thought: what if she was bored of me already? We have only been married about a month and a half. What if she didn't like the actual married life. and being around me anymore, and the day to day and our little fights and discussions we had . We would get into an argument about the raising of the baby and how we should go forth. I had told her my concerns about Jason still hanging around. I didn't want to shut him out of her life completely. I just feel like that was her way of holding on to Taraji. And she had an unhealthy attachment issue to him. She acted as if he was her own son, her own flesh and blood. I had nothing against the young man. He seemed like he had a lot of things going for himself. other than blowing his inheritance. I had so many thoughts in my head now as I looked at my clock and it reached 12:00 p.m. That's where I drew the line. This Is The Moment I started to blow her phone up. And when she answers she better have a damn good explanation on why she left me and our new baby for hours on end without a single phone call.
Fantasia pov hay baby studio time ran over but i should be there soon. I left a message. I had hoped she believed me but only time could tell. After I left my message I went back upstairs to tell Taraji I was lifting . I could only hope that she would understand.
Taji pov
When Fantasia told me that she had to go it felt like my heart shattered in a thousand pieces. I had just gotten her back and she was just leaving so soon I asked her what the problem was and she told me that Sarah her wife was calling and worried about her she said it was getting late. she would catch up with me later and we would discuss what we wanted to do next . I didn't want to let her go truly but I understood to some degree . I'm not going to lie I was mad but I would get to spend a lifetime with her so separating now it was only temporary. at least that's what I told myself.
