"Forgive Me(🔞)" Daou and Offroad FF

Chapter 4

Offroad's Pov

6 years later

"Baby, you have listen to Papa okey, I'm just going there to fix something and comeback very quickly," I told my son pointing at the reception of the hotel ww we were supposed to stay for a week.

"But Papa I wanna go with you," he complained shaking his legs.

"I will give you your Ipad, is that okey with you?" I need to find a way to trick him so I can leave him alone.

"Yehey," he shouted with excitement.

After setting his favorite cartoon on the Ipad, I quickly walked to the receptionist and complain.

"My friend already book for us, and you are telling me now that they decline our booking?" I wanted to shout at them but my son is just three meters away from me. And I'm avoiding a circumstances like this because I don't want my son to grew up like it's natural to get angry or fight with others.

"We are sorry about that sir, but we already check your booking and we didn't receive any emails from your friend," the receptionist explained, and I feel like screaming at that time because of anger.

"How come he didn't send any, he even sent me the copy," I argued, but I can't do anything anymore, we are already here in Japan and we can't go back in Thailand just like that because I'm being pissed off because our booking denied.

I need another booking for our stay so I ask the receptionist to book us instead. Because I want my son to relax first before heading out and stroll the city.

"You need to fill this up sir, and we need a copy of your I.d,"

I quickly do as they told me while but keeping a glance on my son direction.

After a few minutes staying in the reception, I finally get our room key.

"Let's go baby," I called my son when I get back to him.

"Papa I saw Daddy," he said while his focus is still on the screen.

"Did you look at Daddy's photo again?" I hesitantly ask him caressing his hair and kissing head gently.

"I saw him walking over there," he said pointing directly at the elevator.

I having a goosebumps all over my body when he said that.

"How I wish I can see your Daddy too," I whispered to myself not letting him hear any words from me.

"Next time call Daddy when you saw again, okay," I don't want to lie to him in the first place, but he is still young and can't understand even if I'll tell him the truth.

"Okay Papa," he answered me with a bright smile.

I took his Ipad explaining to him that we are going to our room now and I'm so thankful that he listened to me and didn't argue about it.

After fixing everything in our room, and tucking my son to the bed I can finally relax my tired body.

So I took a shower, changed into a comfy clothes, and joining my son on the bed.

I set the timer on my phone before resting, but before I can put my phone down, I received a call from my friend.

"I'm so sorry Road, I didn't know they declined my email from them," Dunk apologizing on the other line welcomes me.

"I don't have energy to argue with you now Dunk. But once I came back in Thailand, you'll see," I threatened him tiredly.

"How's my favorite nephew?" he asked changing our subject, because he knows me well when I'm mad.

"His sleeping right now because I am planning on taking him out this afternoon." I told him while looking at my son's peacefully sleeping.

"Gemini will join you tomorrow, and I don't know if I can make it the other day. I have a busy schedule this week and I want to cancel all that schedule of mine just to be with you guys." he sounded like a five year old having tantrums complaining next line.

"It's fine, you can join us next time," I quietly answer him.

"What's wrong?" he ask worriedly,

"Dou-Dou said he saw his dad here," I tell him the truth without any hesitation

"What did you tell him then?"

"That I want to see his dad too. But how, he already left us a long time ago. I'm just happy and sad that he came and visit his son, you know. But I don't want my son to believe that his Daddy is still alive. Dunk what should I do?" and the tears on my eyes are rolling down without noticing it.

"When he grows up, we will help you explain everything to Dou-dou. Calm yourself, I know you miss that boyfriend of yours so much, but let him rest in peace Road. If you need to cry, just cry, we are not there to console you now. But we are always here for you, remember that,"

"Why are you so sweet when I'm not around? But every time I'm next to you, you keep on bullying me?" I cried even more.

"I'm hanging up, don't cry to much and take care. I will pick you up in the airport when you come back," he said hanging up our call.

Dunk and Gemini becomes my best friends since we started working together in a company where we work as a model.

They helped me a lot especially when I found out that I am pregnant with Dou-dou.

I'm so much thankful to them because they didn't left my side after all what happened to me.

They are very supportive to me since I start my journey being a single parent.

They are one lucky friend of mine.

So, after his call, I finally fall into a deep sleep for a few hours with a tears on my eyes.

After waking up, my son and I went out and visit the first place he wanted to go.

The whole afternoon was full of fun and excitement for both of us.

After a long day, I finally decided to go back to the hotel to finally wrapped up the day for both us.

We are currently waiting for the elevator to come and I was carrying Dou-dou with me that that time when he shouted something that makes me stunned.

"Daddy," Dou-dou called out on my arms.

I look at the direction he is pointing at, but I didn't see anyone in there.

I got scared because of that, and I've been thinking that my son have a third eyes, because he can see things that a normal person can't see.

"Dou-dou you didn't see anything right?" I ask him we got inside the elevator because I want to reassure him if he really sees someone back there.

"Yup," he answered and that's make me even more scared.

But I ignored that feeling that night, because being scared doesn't help me in my situation and I don't want to occupy my mind of Paou anymore.

I already accepted  everything, that he is already gone and he can't be with us anymore.

The only thing that hurts me when he left is he never knew our son's existence.

And the reason why I left the country for a few days it is because his death anniversary is coming again.

I miss him so much but I want to totally forget about him. Not because I don't love him anymore, but because I want to live and continue my life without him. Because what's already done is done.

After grieving for how many years, I slowly accepted his lost.

It hurts but we need to accept the truth in life, that  everything in this world is not permanent.

That someone will leave us so soon, and some will stay.

A very confusing Chapter right? Just wait for the next chapter for further explanation what really happened to them.

Goodnight /Goodmorning 😘😁😍😊