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my fingers tremble as my eyes skim over the article, barely registering the words. i could hurl. even after i've been preparing myself for months, it feels surreal, like a bad prank. but, oh, it's very real, and the comments at the bottom of the page are living proof.
00zlover: i can't believe this... how could he betray us like this? he was supposed to focus on his career, not dating a random girl. renhyuckforever: i'm so disappointed. i thought he cared about his fans. guess we were wrong all along. glitterjae: who even is she? just a normal girl? he deserves better. chewingumm: i trusted him, but now i feel like i've been lied to. fullsun4lyfe: this isn't fair! we've been supporting him for years, and now he does this to us? kwangyatears: she doesn't even look like his type... is this some kind of joke?
it's almost like my eyes refuse to acknowledge the few positive comments in the crowd of hate, and all i can do is chew on my nails as i watch more flood in. all this negativity and it's only been a few minutes since the article was published. i don't want to know what's going to happen when this reaches social media.
let me give you some background information here. it is the first of january, but instead of being out somewhere celebrating the new year with my friends, i've locked myself into my room with my eyes desperately glued onto my phone screen. today is the day dispatch ruins the lifes of another innocent couple, jeno and mine to be exact. you see, i've basically known jeno my whole life, he's always just been there. yet we remained friends, the thought of a relationship never crossed our minds. but this changed after a drunk jeno appeared in front of my apartment door one night, bearing a huge confession. „i've loved you since we were kids." those words still make my heart skip a beat when i think of them. but at that point, jeno had long debuted and we both knew getting into a relationship would be nothing but risky. i was worried and scared, yet i fell for him anyway, knowing what i'd be getting myself into. half-assed dates with his eyes barely peaking out between his huge mask and the cap on his head. it was hard, but totally worth it.
a few months ago, jeno's agency sat him down, showing him pictures of him and i getting into his car one late night. apparently those had been taken by dispatch who had been trying to catch us for months. now his agency either wants us to split before the news break out, or we prepare ourselves for the hate wave that's going to roll in. and after months of constantly checking the internet for news like a crazy person, here i am, trying my best not to crawl under my blanket and never come out again. don't misunderstand, more than being worried about myself, i'm worried about jeno. his fans have made him do very strange things before, and i wouldn't be too surprised if he had to issue an apology soon. it's humiliating and could affect his career.
