And yet.
"We're the strongest duo"
"--The strongest"
Yet after we claimed each other with pride, everything still happened.
"Destined to meet; destined to pass"
Why do we end here? It's my fault, is it not? My foolishness, and my lack of awareness for you,oh you.. when it could've been for anyone else, because there is no gem, trophy, or achievement much more greater than you in my eyes. The eyes you look at with such tender gaze.
"You are here after all"
The few months after you resorted into me turning my home to a museum of you as i slowly started to lose the tiny details and features you bare. Canvases of your portraits, I painted them with great precision. My free time often spent on remembering your gaze and your flawless beauty through precise paintings. But all is for naught as nothing can replicate the way your tone significantly softens as you call out my name, even when you are annoyed at my antics; neither the warm gaze you bless my eyes much more than my six eyes ever has; the unique, beautifully sentimental smile and laugh you make, I listen to them like a prayer. Because to me, you are my life and death, the possessor of my mind, conquerer of my heart. My God. You belong to me. And I, most definitely belong to you.
If i could ever go back in time, I'd make sure I'll be right there beside you, I shall assure you with my all my six eyes that would be locked on, memorizing your minuscule movements and habits and every inch and millimeter of your god-like sculptured body; listen and comfort you with my open ears, eager for your voice and fill your heart with my voice, though never in par with yours; to soothe your aching heart.
"At least curse me at the end"
Suguru... I -- You. So much.
And if i could, I would catch you in my house, force you to stay and study you with a high- love driven gaze. Suguru.. Suguru.. Suguru.. Suguru.. ah, your name is priceless. It rolls of my tongue as though we have always been fated to call each other.
Only so to fall apart.
"Satoru.. I -- You. So much."
But then again;
Love is the most twisted of all curses.
And I -- you, my dear darling god; I love you.
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Satosugu: A compilation of feelings
FanfictionAll creds to the artist of the pictures!! I unfortunately do not know any of the artists. This wattpad book is my view or take how I would feel if I were them. Both povs,Satoru and Suguru. I haven't uploaded in what feels like a million years, so p...