Satosugu: A compilation of feelings

Suguru's Pov:

                                                                                    I Still Do

"We're the strongest duo"

But are we still? Is what i question myself, knowing the answer that plays on the back of my mind. It haunts me; still.

"The strong are supposed to protect the weak"

Though you found that hard to comply and we often had argument on it. So why am i the one doing the opposite of what I had advice? After the incident, it has been hard to keep my sanity. But unlike you, you were the same, carefree Satoru i have cherished. How do you do it? How does your mind comprehend to absorb the incident and make knowledge from it?

They say opposites attract, and for a period of a moment, I believed that. Because how can someone like you, who's birth shaked the balance of the Earth be best friends with a boy whom's birth is of no importance. Far too alike yet too good for each other.

Everything, and I meant it, everything that happened during 'us' was always real. I would never lie to you about that. The smiles and bubbly laughter I shared through 'us', you were the only one who made me feel true happiness.

And i wish it wasn't you.

My dearest, I beg of you to not misunderstand. I wouldn't wish for such if I knew I wouldn't become what I have become.

Because my dear love, why would I hurt ever want to watch you hurt?

And I swear, I still thought of you in the afterlife.

I still did. And do.