I feel like,
I feel like past relationships I've had kind of like..
Messed me up in a way.
Because of like.. shit that has happened.
I feel like it's kind of messed me up in a way that like I can't quite,I can't quite bring the guard down enough to really get to know someoneand create the kind of connection that I'm so desperately wanting for,because I don't think I have the energy to be able to bring the guard down.
~ Tubbo
