15.5.24
on saturday i split on myself to the point of suicide, just hating on myself and the inner narratives got so extreme. isaac tlaked me through it.
on monday i completely split on isaac and literally roasting the living daylights out of him but he still loves me i have no idea why, i was so awful to him, making him out as this manipulative prick who dated me out of guilt.
this guy literally researched BPD to the greatest degree when i told him i had it. LOL.
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BPD journal
Randomfor those of you who do not know: i am a sufferer of bpd. here i share my thoughts, experiences and feelings to help others understand or feel seen.
