i dunno whats going on rn bc i had a good night apart from thinking isaac stopped loving me after his autistic meltdown thing that happened but he was fine and called me and loves me and stuff and its cute, he kissed me today for the first time ever woooppp woooooppp
rn i just went from finding out one of my ex friends is shit talking me still and feeling shit, to being hypersexual and i just ajduu&7usuduus kill me i want to FUCK HIM
LIKE TAKE ME
i just wanna feel something, to fill that empty feeling
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BPD journal
Randomfor those of you who do not know: i am a sufferer of bpd. here i share my thoughts, experiences and feelings to help others understand or feel seen.