things with isaac have been weird, he's
definitely my FP now, yay so fun
we are so in love but sometimes i just feel nothing for him, idfk why i go from adoring him to literally nothing
i wanna spend my life with him but at the same time im ever so slightly bored, he barely hangs out with me and it all just feels so samey, its weird but i miss toxicity
its a shame bc i know he would do anything to make me happy and its adorable hes so sweet and i love being with him but i dont know if i will ever be 100% happy in a relationship
i told him yesterday im scared i will cheat on him if i have an episode and he was like well ill just be with you when youre having an episode, problem solved, but he cant be there 24/7
i dunno what to do bro 😭😭😭
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BPD journal
Randomfor those of you who do not know: i am a sufferer of bpd. here i share my thoughts, experiences and feelings to help others understand or feel seen.
