My Goddess

6.

MAHA

The most awaited day is here today. That is my marriage day. yes today is the day I am officially going to be his. If you ask me how I am feeling then I don't know myself. I am feeling many emotions inside me that I couldn't put in words. nervous? happy? scared? excited? I really don't know.

Now i am getting ready for my marriage. Kamali gave me bangles to wear. I took it from her and started wearing it. while wearing it I saw my engagement ring on my ring finger. It is beautiful crown symbol ring. He himself made me wear it yesterday.

FLASHBACK:

It is my engagement today evening as planned before. Its already time and I am ready. Soon amma came to get me down where everyonr are waiting in our backyard. Its a intimate ceremony as he wanted. we went down and the first person my eyes searched and met was him who is engrossed in his phone.

Suddenly he lifted his head from the phone maybe hearing my anklet sound. He was shocked at same time surprised and then smirked I don't know why

The moment our eyes met. Its a perfect eye lock between us. Seeing his amber orbs makes me drown in them. He is dashing in the traditional wear more than that shirt and pant that day. Shirt and veshti suits him, it makes him look so hot and delicious.

wait. what did I say delicious? yes I did. oh god what's happening to me. seeing him definetly I am losing my mind.

He didn't break the eye contact till I reach near him making my cheeks go red. I couldn't take his intense gaze anymore so I broke the eye contact.

I went and sat beside him leaving a few inch space between us. he was talking with a man in same age as his maybe his friend,but here I am feeling the whole zoo in my tummy.

I inhaled deeply to calm myself down but he cologne hit my nostrils making me addict to the new smell that I am going to love for my lifetime.

god this inhaling is also not working.

After that priest resited the somthing in Sanskrit. He asked us to exchange the rings. Now comes the actual task. Kamali came with his ring that we bought from our side. I don't know he will like or not but, when amma asked me to select a ring form him. I liked this one instantly and without thinking much I took this. now i am having second thoughts.

Now we cant do anything right. I took the ring from kamali and I saw his hands was forward for me to make him wear the ring, without holding his hand I made him wear the ring and now its his turn.

Abhinav came with the ring and he took the ring and I saw him, again a eye lock between us. Its like his eyes is asking me for permission. I nodded my head and forward my right hand. he took hold of hand, instantly there is a shiver run down my spine feeling his first touch on me. its good and safe to be held by his hands. I love this feel.

He made me wear the ring and there was no smile on his face I don't know why but my gut feel says that he is not interested in all this and also from the time he came here, he didn't converse with me,not even a word has been exchanged between us.

I heard from kamali that he was very nice with my mom and grandma. I think he is also feeling the same thing that I am feeling. So he is hesitant to talk.

or maybe I am over thinking. but whatever it is I will converse with him today.

soon the engagement came to the end and we sent off our guest after making them eat dinner and its time for them to leave but still I didn't talk to him yet. I quickly went to grandma and said my plight about talking to him and she immediately glared me.