Why.

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Tony POV
I woke up how every guy should.  In the arms of the one they love. I Felt his slow breath on my face and looked up to he his fast asleep. I smiled at how peaceful he looked. It's almost like he had a smile on his face while he was sleeping. I couldn't help but stare at his features. His facial hair and piercing and just everything about him was absolutely perfect. I traced his tattoos with my finger and recalled the events that occurred last night. Mike told me he loved me. He... He loves me! I love him and care for him so much. And it's so hard to let go of my past and let him in my future. It's just something I'm going to have to live up too.

  I got up off the bed without waking him up and walked to the bathroom automatically regretting it. I looked a mess. My hair was messy and I had dark circles around my eye. Plus a small bruise from VIC punching me.
I had to admit. I'm really insecure. I wish I was taller and had clearer skin. I'm just a mess.

I stood at the mirror staring at myself thinking.

Why does it have to be like this.
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Depressing. I'm sorry
-t

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