Do I Love Austin Carlile?(Austin Carlile)

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Natalie:
"Sometimes I wish he was mine. But then again, I have a good guy with me. Ugh. What am I going to do?"

Tyler kissed me on the nose and told me he loved me. I told him I loved him too but, I couldn't stop thinking about that night with Austin. I couldn't help but want him more than I wanted/needed Tyler in my life. I've had a crush on Austin since I could remember, no doubt about that but, I really loved Tyler. He's been with me since 10th grade. Austin was with his band at he time but, that's okay. For some reason I just wanted to actually make him mine. Thee Austin Robert Carlile from Of Mice & Men , my best friend, my only friend, my 2nd big brother and maybe....the love of my life.

Did I mention me and Tyler are getting married next week?

*Later that night @ Austin's house*

Austin:
"Hey, Nat." I kissed her cheek and she kissed mine. Oh her lips were soft.. They were always soft.
"Hey, honey." She always calls me honey. Ugghh..I melted inside. We sit down on the counter in my kitchen.
"How are you?"
"I'm good. Just holding on. Planning the wedding."
"Is Tyler helping you out?"
"Not really. He's focusing on his music with Issues.." She is twiddling her thumbs which means she doesn't like the fact that he's not paying attention to planning the wedding.
"Babe, how about I help you out with the wedding?" I grab her hands and she looks up at me. She smiles with a slight tear coming down her eye left eye. I take my index finger and wipe her delicate tear away.
"I would love that, Austy boo." I love it when she calls me that. I flash her a warm smile and kiss her cheek. But, when I opened my eyes, I realize my lips are on her lips. I start to kiss her and she kissed me back. I cup her face in my hands as the kiss between us got more and more intense. I realized that my member was starting to get slightly into it as well. I became my unwanted guest. She put her hand on my crotch and rubbed it. I was moaning somewhat into our kiss. I stopped the kiss and took in a deep breath.
"Do you really want to do this?"
"Honestly, yes but, no because of Tyler."
"Alright then, we won't. Can I ask you something, Nat?"
"Sure, love."
"Did you ever have a crush on me?"
"I did back then but, not so much anymore. Why?"

I pick at my lip then, look up at her.

"Just wondering.."