Till death do us part (Catnap x Dogday) +18

🌙 Notice me Sunshine ☀

After I finish showering, I look myself in the mirror. Even though I'm clean, I still look like shit thanks to the Red Smoke. I put on the pj and head down to Dogday's room.

☀"You look perfect! Come here!"

I climb onto bed. Shame that it is a twin sized but I blushed even more when I'm closer to Dogday.

☀"Sorry. I forgot I have a small bed."

🌙"Nah no worries. We could make this work."

As I adjust myself, my knee kinda touch Dogday's crotch. He yelped.

☀"Catnap! Careful!"

🌙"Sorry. There we go."

We finally get comfortable and stare at each other eyes. Me and Dogday were not even sleepy at all. We just smiled...

🌙"Hey Dogday?"

☀"Yeah?"

🌙"Can you tell me about your family?"

☀"We are just like most families. Happy. Mom and dad love each other, siblings stick together, and we live in a perfect home."

🌙"I wish I live like this."

☀"Problems with your family?"

🌙"I have no siblings and my parents died. I'm all alone. He took them from me. I swear if I find him, I'll fucking kill him over and over again and follow him down to -"

☀"Catnap?"

🌙"I'm sorry. I don't know what was I'm saying. Lost in thought."

☀"Anything you want to tell me? About yourself? What was your parents like?"

🌙"They are very caring. They live me more than the world. My mom used to tuck me to sleep and my dad cheer me up when there's thunderstorms. I wish I see them. One more time..."

I started to cry revisiting my memories.

☀"No no no don't cry! I didn't mean to make you upset! I didn't know! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry my moon! Please don't cry."

Hearing his voice calmed me down. His paw touch my cheek as if the sun touch my skin. I feel better now.

🌙"Sorry puppy. I love them very much."

☀"I don't know what I do if my parents are gone."

🌙"Maybe live with me?"

A moment of silence until Dogday burst out.

☀"Huh!? What does that mean!? Like being married!? Or roommates!?"

🌙"Your choice."

☀"My siblings might still need me so maybe they could live with me. Or some of them are ready to live their own lives."

I pout when he ignore my answer. I really wanted to say it but I'm afraid he'll reject me. Fuck it. I'm saying it. I don't want to be alone.

🌙"DogDay listen to me."

Dogday stay quiet.

🌙"These past weeks have been amazing and you really brighten up people's lives. When I met you, I thought I took the wrong path but you cast me out of my shadow and into the world. You shown me what is like to be happy. And my heart is telling me to be with you for the rest of my life. I'm asking you to be my boyfriend. Will you accept my offer?"

Dogday look surprised. He has no words to say and then he looked away. I knew he won't accept. Probably he's straight. What was I thinking asking a guy who is probably heterosexual to be my boyfriend!?

☀"I don't know what to say. I feel the same way for you. I've been thinking about you and I have a thing for bad boys. Of course I'll be your boyfriend. Me and you together."

I smiled and teared up. I really want to kiss him but its gonna have to wait. We decided to talk about each other that we didn't know it's nearly 2 in the morning. As I was about to sleep, Dogday kissed my forehead.

☀"Goodnight moonlight."~

I blushed deeply when he call me moonlight. If he calls me moonlight, I'm gonna call him sunshine.

🌙"Goodnight my sunshine."~

I went off to sleep smiling that Dogday agreed to be my boyfriend. I wish we could last forever....

~~🌙☀~~

☀"Morning moon."

Dogday woke me up as I yawned.

🌙"Morning sunshine."~

☀"Get up. I got a whole day planned for our first date."

🌙"I'm hungry."

☀"No worries. Mom is making breakfast. She do this every day."

We went downstairs to eat. I don't know if Dogday is going to tell his family about our relationship. His dad doesn't trust me but not completely. Same with the other half of the group. As we finish eating, Dogday and I are going out for the day. We went to have a day out like watching a movie, going to the mall, and drinking bubble tea. I love Taro flavor. After all that, we went to pick up things for the graduation party coming in 3 weeks. Only the decorations. After that, Dogday want to drop me off home but I politely denied. I don't want him to know where I live. Not now. That is until he have a call.

☀"I understand. Catnap, forgive me but I got to go to work. It's a night shift."

🌙"Sure thing sunshine."

☀"Anyways, see ya later."~

Dogday kiss me on my cheek. He drop me off at a street I told him to go and drove away. I really wanted to see him again. Until my phone rang.

🌙"Hello?"

"Catnap! Where's my money?!"

🌙"Please boss! Give me 3 three more weeks! I calculated my deadline and I'll give it to you on June 1st. Please!"

"Fine! This is your last chance! No more chances which means no more Red Smoke and no more you. You know what I'm saying."

🌙"Yes boss."

"Good kitty. Better have my money until then. I'll be waiting..."

I forgot about my payment. I don't have a single cash! I got to tell Dogday but at the same time I don't. I don't want to break his heart. I don't want him to waste money on me. And I am breaking the promise we made for not doing drugs. I can't take it anymore!

I ran back to my place and desperately look for more Red Smoke. I found some and took a puff. I'll try not to waste it all. It's hard to break free from my addiction. What am I going to do? I can't let him know about my life and my deal with a drug dealer.....

To be continued....