Different Soulmate>Chanlix<

11.what am I to you

The next morning, sunlight filtered through the curtains, casting a gentle glow over the room. Felix stirred first, blinking against the light as he adjusted to his surroundings. As he turned, he saw Chan still asleep beside him, his arm draped protectively over Felix's waist.

A small smile tugged at Felix's lips as he watched Chan's peaceful expression. He reached out to gently brush a strand of hair away from Chan's face, marveling at the way the morning light danced across his features.
Feeling a sharp pain in his lower part, Felix winced and his cheeks flushed with embarrassment as memories of the previous night flooded back. He shifted uncomfortably, trying to ignore the discomfort as he attempted to get up from the bed.
As Felix attempted to get up and find his clothes, he winced in pain and stumbled, nearly falling. Chan woke up in an instant, his eyes wide with concern as he rushed to Felix's side, helping him steady himself.

"Felix, are you okay?" Chan's voice was filled with worry as he supported Felix, his hands gentle yet firm.

Felix nodded, though his cheeks burned with embarrassment. "Yeah, just... a little sore," he murmured, avoiding Chan's gaze.

A pang of guilt shot through Chan as he remembered the intensity of their lovemaking the night before and the impact it might have had on Felix. He cursed himself for not being more careful, for allowing his desire to cloud his judgment.

"I'm so sorry, Felix," Chan said softly, his voice filled with remorse. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I should have been more gentle."

Felix looked up at Chan, his eyes softening with understanding. "It's okay, Chan. It was... intense, but I wanted it too."

Chan's heart clenched at Felix's words, his guilt easing slightly at the reassurance. He vowed silently to be more attentive, to prioritize Felix's comfort and well-being above all else.

"Let me help you get dressed," Chan offered, guiding Felix to their clothes and assisting him with care.
After getting dressed, Felix and Chan made their way downstairs to eat breakfast. However, their plans were interrupted when they found Chan's mother waiting for them. Initially, they contemplated leaving, but she insisted they sit down.

As they took their seats, Chan's mother began speaking, her tone serious. She admonished them to be more careful, especially if Chan's father had been at home instead of her. Her words carried a weight of warning, reminding them of the consequences of their actions.

Then, her gaze shifted to Felix, and a soft smile touched her lips as she admired his appearance. However, the warmth in her eyes was accompanied by a silent message to Chan, a silent warning that he must take care of Felix, or face her wrath.

Chan swallowed nervously, understanding the unspoken threat. He nodded solemnly, silently promising to protect Felix with everything he had.
As they began eating, a heavy silence hung over the table, the tension palpable. After a few moments, Chan's mother broke the silence with a direct question that made both boys choke on their food.

"Did you use protection?" she asked, her gaze unwavering as she looked from Chan to Felix.

Chan's cheeks flushed crimson, and Felix felt heat rise to his own face as they exchanged a panicked glance. Neither of them had expected such a direct inquiry, and the embarrassment was overwhelming.

"We, uh..." Chan stammered, searching for words as he struggled to form a coherent response.

Felix cleared his throat, feeling his cheeks burn hotter with each passing second. "We, um... we didn't," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.

Chan's mother raised an eyebrow, her expression unreadable. For a moment, the silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken implications. Then, she sighed softly, shaking her head.

"You two need to be more responsible," she said firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument. "What's done is done, but in the future, make sure you take the necessary precautions."

Chan and Felix exchanged nods, silently acknowledging the importance of ensuring Felix's health. Chan gently suggested that they go to the hospital to check if Felix might be pregnant, considering the intensity of their encounter the previous night.

However, Felix shook his head, a solemn expression on his face. "I can't have babies," he confessed quietly.

Chan's eyes widened in surprise, his mind racing with questions. "Why not?" he asked, his voice filled with concern.

Felix took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts. "I'm... I'm not like other omegas," he explained. "I was born with a condition that makes it impossible for me to conceive."

Understanding dawned in Chan's eyes as he processed Felix's words. He reached out, squeezing Felix's hand in silent support. "I'm sorry, Felix," he murmured, his voice filled with empathy. "I didn't know."

Felix managed a small smile, grateful for Chan's understanding. "It's okay," he replied softly. "I've come to terms with it."
After breakfast, Chan continued to support Felix as they made their way to school, Felix still feeling a bit sore. Upon arriving, they were greeted by their friends, who noticed Felix's discomfort and expressed concern.

Felix blushed, feeling self-conscious under their scrutiny, but before he could respond, Lino caught on to the situation. Sensing Felix's embarrassment, Lino took matters into his own hands. He grabbed Chan by the collar and dragged him into an empty room, away from prying eyes and ears.

Once inside, Lino fixed Chan with a stern look. "What happened last night?" he demanded, his voice low and serious.

Chan's eyes widened in surprise, caught off guard by Lino's sudden interrogation. "What do you mean?" he replied, trying to feign innocence.

"Don't play dumb, Chan," Lino snapped, his patience wearing thin. "I saw the way Felix was struggling this morning. Did you hurt him?"

Chan's expression softened, and he shook his head earnestly. "No, of course not," he insisted. "We were just... a bit rough last night, that's all. I didn't mean to hurt him."
Lino's eyes widened in disbelief as Chan's words sank in. "What?" he exclaimed, his voice filled with shock and concern.

Chan hesitated, realizing the gravity of the situation. "It's possible that Felix went into heat again," he admitted, his tone heavy with worry.

Before Chan could explain further, Felix burst into the room, his expression panicked as he rushed to defend Chan.

"Lino hyung, please don't be angry at Chan," Felix pleaded, his voice trembling with emotion. "I asked him. I couldn't bear it anymore, so we... we did it."
As Lino's initial anger dissipated, Felix's distress weighed heavily on him. He sighed deeply, running a hand through his hair in frustration. "Felix..." he began, his voice softer now, "I'm not angry at Chan. I'm just worried about you. He's an alpha, after all."

Felix met Lino's gaze with a mixture of gratitude and determination. "I know, but I trust Chan. I know he wouldn't hurt me."

Lino nodded, understanding shining in his eyes. "Okay, I get it," he said, his tone gentle. "Well, I better go. Looks like you two need to talk."

With that, Lino left, leaving Felix and Chan alone in the room.

Chan let out a shaky breath, relieved that Lino hadn't reacted more harshly. "God, I thought he was going to punch me," he admitted, his voice filled with apprehension.

Felix interrupted him, his voice soft but firm. "Chan."

Chan's eyes met Felix's, and he fell silent, waiting for Felix to speak.

"Chan, what am I to you?" Felix's voice was filled with a quiet intensity, his gaze searching Chan's face for an answer.