Georg listing x Self insert

Betrayl

Nicole's pov:

Me and my boyfriend Georg were at a party when I had lost sight of him. I soon found him with his friends and was relived until I heard my name being brought up. I didn't want to eavesdrop but I was curious.
"So how's everything going with Nikki?" Tom asked,taking a swig of his beer. I smiled a bit thinking he was going to tell them how much he loves me like I love him..but I was wrong.
"Y'know it's fine but I don't know..it's a bit boring. She's not as outgoing or even that pretty..she's average but there's other girls that are really beautiful..and not just that she's really clingy..but what can you do?" He chuckled at the end. My heart broke in a million pieces. I tried not to cry and just left. Physical touch is how I show love and I thought Georg loved it but I guess I was wrong. And what he said about my looks? I knew I was no model but with Georg I felt like the most gorgeous girl ever. I got a call from Georg and answered it, trying not to cry.
"Hey wunderschönen,where are you?" I swear I was going to kill this man.
"I felt sick so I went home." I said with a monotone tone.
"Oh okay I'll be leaving soon,I hope you feel better love" he said sweetly. I hung up and started crying. What a liar. 3 years of lying. Was this whole time lies? How long has he been talking behind my back? Was he cheating? All kinds of questions flooded my head.each one breaking my heart. I got home and got undressed. I glanced at myself in the mirror and frowned.
"Average.." rang in my head over and over. I tried to block the voice of my own boyfriend and got changed in baggy clothes,trying to hide as much of myself as possible. If he thought I was clingy then I'll just not show as much affection. Maybe he would love me again..or start loving me for real.

A few days later: Georg's pov:

It's been a few days since the party and Nikki was acting weird. She stopped texting me as often and stopped being as affectionate in her messages and stopped hanging out at my place. I really missed her touch,her kiss,her presence. I wondered if she was cheating on me so I decided to confront her. I got to her apartment and sat her down.
"Nikki we need to talk." I huffed. She stared at me with dead cold eyes which made me shiver.
"What about." Her voice was monotoned and had no life. I had forgotten about the allegations and just wanted my girlfriend back.
"Your attitude..you stopped being affectionate and stopped being loving like you used to..I miss you meine schöne.." I tried holding her but she only scooted away like I was a stranger.
"Oh, so what about me being clingy hm? And don't even trying calling me beautiful I know I'm average, you don't have to lie. Isn't that what you said? Average?" She snapped harshly. My heart dropped,my mind went back to that night where I talked horribly about her. I don't even know why I did..I immediately wanted to take it back the second the words left my lips. I noticed she had gotten up and started crying on the way to her room. I sprung up and tried hugging her and apologizing but she wouldn't listen.
"Get away from me Georg. Don't even try apologizing because it isn't going to work." She hissed before slamming her door shut. Tears fell from my face and I stood there too ashamed to move. I desperately wanted to hold her and tell her how much I loved her but it was too late. I sat on the floor with my back to the door hoping she would open it and I would be able to express my love but I sat there for hours hearing only her sobs and no sign of her leaving. I broke down in tears when I realized I had lost the woman I loved and probably wouldn't get her back. I sat there all night by the door hearing her crying. I saw the sun come up and sighed. I felt the door open and snapped my head back to see Nikki. She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. I stood up and sniffled.
"I know you wanted me to leave but I couldn't just leave you crying and not do anything about it. Please give me another chance..I was an awful boyfriend and want to prove to you I can be better and I will be better." I saw her on the brink of tears again and held out my arms in a last resort of hope. She ran into them and I hugged her tightly. She cried into my chest as I held her.
"You don't know how hurt I was when you called me clingy,boring and average" she mumbled through tears. I rested my cheek on her head and cried as well.
"I know..I was stupid and don't even know what possessed me to say those things..I love how clingy you are and you aren't boring or average. With you it's a new adventure and I love being with you..and you're so beautiful it hurts..every time I see you I fall in love again and feel so lucky I'm with you. Ask the guys how many times I bring up how much I love you and think you're a goddess..they'll go on for hours." I heard the sweet sound of her giggle. I kissed the top of her head and felt her pull away. She wiped her tears and kissed my cheek.
"Do You really love me?" She asked I nodded frantically and saw her smile.
"Then I guess I'll give you another shot.." she mumbled. I ran up to her and spun her around in my arms making her squeak and laugh. I put her down and cuddled with her on the couch. I kissed her tear stained cheeks and held her face in my hands.
"You're so beautiful..I love you.." I whispered. She smiled and hugged me tightly. I chuckled and we fell asleep in love.