Georg listing x Self insert

"Every part of you is beautiful"

Tw: insecurities of being in the itty bitty committee,bad self image sorry I was in a silly goofy mood

Nicole's pov:

My boyfriend was on FaceTime with some of his friends when the topic of me came up. I didn't think too much of it until the topic of my appearance came up.
"I mean I think she would look better with bigger tits and lips but Y'know" Georg laughed clearly not thinking about his comment. I felt a sting in my heart. My chest and lips have been my biggest insecurities for the longest time and he knew that but I guess he thought I couldn't hear him. I frowned and flopped onto my side and hid under the covers. I tried to not let his joke get to me and tried reassuring myself that he loved me flat or not. However it still hurt and no matter what I told myself I still felt insecure and upset. Soon Georg came to bed and tried giving me a kiss but I only pecked him and tried to fake falling asleep. I could tell he was pouting but I ignored it and soon fell asleep.

Georg's pov:

I frowned and laid down. Was she upset? Did she hear what I had said? I knew how insecure she was of those things so why did I even bring it up? I felt like such an asshole I couldn't even sleep. I could tell Nicole had fallen asleep so I grabbed her limp hand and held it. I woke up the next morning and saw her already getting ready for the day. She was wearing a slipknot shirt and skinny jeans. Clearly trying to hide herself as much a possible since usually she would wear animal print tank tops that were low cut and skinny jeans or skirts. Even when she would dress in band T-shirts and jeans she still looked like an angel however she took one look in the mirror and threw on a hoodie before going to leave. She jumped when she saw me awake and I only held out my arms and hugged her waist.

Nicole's pov:

I felt Georg hug me and nuzzle into my neck.
"M'sorry I shouldn't have said that..I think you're the most beautiful woman ever..I'm an idiot.." I cut him off and brushed him off. I didn't want to be dramatic over it so I just told him it was fine and went to my friend's house. I saw he had texted me.
"I'm sorry baby :( I love you ♡" I smiled a bit and texted back.
"I love you too I'll be back soon" I smiled and put my phone down and continued to drive to my friend's.

Georg's pov:

I sighed and tried to think of ways to remind Nicole how beautiful she was. A few hour later I heard the door open. I sprung up and the second I saw Nicole I just scooped her up and carried her to bed. She chuckled and snuggled into me.
"Georg,I've been gone a few hours what's up with you?" She giggled. I only snuggled deeper and kissed her head.
"I missed you and I've been trying to find ways to make it up to you.." I muttered,cupping her cheek.
"It was just a joke..I know you didn't mean any harm" she sighed. I refused to go on with my life without my girlfriend forgiving me. I stroked her cheek and focused her gaze on me.
"Admit it hurt..I know it hurt you." I noticed tears collecting in her eyes and kissed her forehead,trying to soothe her. She buried her face in my chest and started to cry hard. My heart continued to break knowing that even if she forgave me it would never undo the damage I have done. I stroked her hair and let her cry for what seemed like hours.
"Shh..let it out pretty girl.." I cooed while holding her tight. Soon I felt her fall asleep and laid her down and wiped her tears away. I just sat and admired how beautiful she was and wondered how I would want to ever change the beauty she had. I was so angry with myself. How could I be so stupid? A few hours had passed and I saw Nicole start to shift and soon she woke up. I smiled and admired her sleepy eyes and slightly messy curls. She yawned softly and waved a bit. I chuckled and waved.
"You're so pretty Y'know that?" I whispered,tucking a piece of hair behind her ears.
"You mean that? Like 200%?" I chuckled at her question.
"Absolutely. I mean all the apologies. You're fucking beautiful." I took her into a deep hug and sat her on my lap.

Nicole's pov:

Georg covered my face in kisses before placing one on my lips. I was still a little upset but I had missed Georg so much I didn't care anymore. I melted into the kiss before he placed a kiss on the top of my head. I giggled when he nuzzled his face into my shoulder.
"You're so pretty I love you.." he mumbled into my neck before turning on one of our favorite movies.