Georg listing x Self insert

"I'll be a better boyfriend"

Nikki's pov:

Throughout the making of Tokio Hotels new album humanoid myself boyfriend Georg had become more and more irritable and sometimes yelling insults at me and treating me as if I were nothing than as his own girlfriend. I hated it. Hated how he screamed at me for nothing,called me all kinds of horrible names,made me feel like I was no one. I didn't cry in front of him though so I would go into our bathroom and just let out all my emotions there. I knew work had been stressful so I just took the abuse Until I couldn't handle it anymore. Tonight had been the now usual routine of him screaming at me but what was different was I started sobbing. I just broke. Georg immediately stopped his yelling and went to comfort me but I pushed him away. I couldn't lie and say I hadn't been scared of him the past few months. His whispered apologies went unheard over my sobs. I couldn't move so I just fell onto the couch and cried until I couldn't anymore.

Georg's pov:

My heart sank as Nikki started to sob. I went to rub her back but hesitated. What have I done...I just stood there like an idiot waiting for her cries to stop. I tried to not cry but it was so hard when you know you were the reason for someone else's suffering. Soon she stopped and I went to brush some hair from her face. She was asleep and her face was wet and faintly red from the crying. I promised myself that I would be better. When she had woken up a few hours later she proposed we have a break and I reluctantly agreed. I didn't want to but I know it was what we needed. How could I live when I was living someone who was scared of me? I moved in with bill,Tom and Gustav until we were off the break. The break lasted for 5 years but honestly I deserved it..all the pain that came within those 5 years. We had just released our new album "kings of suburbia" and we were all really proud. It was different than any of our other albums but we were really happy with the result. We were all talking until we heard knocking. Bill got up to open the door but none of us could see who it was since bill was so damn tall. He let the person in and it was Nikki. She still was as beautiful as ever. All I wanted to do was run up and hug her and never let go but I knew I had to slow down. She gave the guys hugs and when she got to me she hugged me tightly and told me how much she missed me. I wanted to burst out in tears but held myself together. The guys left us so we could talk.
"Look..I am really sorry for how I acted during the making of humanoid..you shouldn't have even left us on a break you should've just broken up with me for how I treated you...you deserve way better." She shook her head making me confused.
"No Georg I can't break up with you..I love you way too much. Yeah you were an asshole but I can't just leave us now. So if you promise to control your temper I guess we can start over." I smiled and hugged her close. I kissed her head while thanking her like 200 times.
"I promise I'll be a better boyfriend.." I muttered while interlocking my fingers with hers. She smiled softly.
"I believe you.."