Chapter 33

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   Cress crouched in  the  corner  of  the  van,  gripping  her  knees against  her 
   chest.   She was trembling, despite the sweltering heat. She  was thirsty
  and  hungry and her shins were bruised where  they'd collided  with  the
  van's  ledge. Though  she'd pulled down  the  bolts   of   fabric  to sit  on,
    the  constant  jerking of  the  truck  on  the uneven ground made her backside
   ache.
         The night was so dark she couldn't see her hand in front of  her face, 
     but  sleep wouldn't come. Her thoughts were too erratic   as  she  tried  to
  discern  what  these people wanted with  her. She'd played   the moments
     before  her  capture  over  in her head a hundred times, and Jina's  expression 
       had definitely lit  up  when  Cress had confirmed Jina's suspicions.
               She was a shell. A worthless shell.
             Why had Jina sensed value in that?
              She racked her brain, but nothing made sense.
               She tried her best to  remind  calm. Tried  to  be  optimistic. Tried to  tell
     herself that Thorne would come for her, but doubts kept crowding out the
     hope.
            He couldn't  see. He didn't know  where  she'd   gone. He  probably  didn't 
     even know she   was missing  yet,  and when he found  out ... what  if  he 
      thought  she'd abandoned him?
             What if he didn't care?

          She couldn't forget  the  image  of  Thorne  sitting at  that  card table   with
       some strange girl draped over him.  He hadn't been   thinking  about  Cress
         then.
         Perhaps Thorne wouldn't come for her.
         Perhaps she'd been wrong about him all this time.
          Perhaps he wasn't  a  hero  at   all,  but   just   a   selfish, arrogant,  womanizing—
                 She sobbed, her head cluttered with too much fear and  anger  and  jealousy and
             horror  and  confusion,  all  of  it  writhing  and squirming  in her  thoughts  until 
she    couldn't   keep     her       frustrated       screens     bottled       up      any
longer.
                She  wailed scrunching her hair in her fists until her scalp burned.
                 But her screams died out fast,  replaced  with  clenched teeth  as she  attempted
       to   calm   herself    again.    She    rubbed    her   fingers   around    her     writs 
as  if  she  had   long  strands of  hair  to   wrap around  them. She swallowed 
              hard in  an  attempt   to   gulp down the rising  panic, to keep herself from
hyperventilating.
          Thorne would come for her. He was a hero. She  was a  damsel.  That's 
   how  the stories went—that's how they always went.
              With a  groan,  she  settled  into  her  corner  and  started to  cry  again,
  cried  until no more tears would come.
  Suddenly, she jolted awake.
   There  being  salt  dried  on  her  cheeks  and  her  back  ached from  being
   hunched over. Her butt  and  sides  were  bruised  from  the   bumping  of  the
   van,  which,  she realized, had come to a stop.
        She was instantly alert, the grogginess shaken off by   a new  wave  of 
    fear. There was  a hint  of light    coming   through    the   cracks   around
   the   doors,  which   meant they'd driven through the night. A  door  slammed 
    and  she  could  make  out  Jina's  chatter, no longer friendly and comforting.
    The van shook as the driver got out.
    "Making good time," Cress heard  a  man  say. "Someone  want  to  help 
    me  back here?"
         Another man laughed. "Can't take the little wait yourself?"

           Jina's  voice  cut  through  their boasting. "Try  not  bruise  her.  I want 
     top  payment this time, and you know how he  negotiates.  Nitpicking
     every little thing."
    Cress gulped as the boots came closer. She steeled herself. She would
lunge. She would fight. She would be ferocious. Bite and scratch and kick
if she had to. She would take him by surprise.
    And then she would run. Fast as a cheetah, graceful as a grizzle.
      It was still early. The sand would  be  cool  on  her  bare  feet. Her  blisters
were almost healed, and while her legs still ached horribly, she could ignore
       them. Hopefully they would deem her not worth coming after.
  Or maybe they would shoot her.
     She gulped down the thought. She had to take the risk
             The lock clanked. She took in a deep breath, waited for the door   to
open—and pounced. A guttural scream was ripped out of  her,  all  her anger
      and   vulnerability swelling  up  and  unleashing  in  that one  vicious
        moment  as  her  clawed  fingers scrabbled for his eyes.
        The  man   caught her.  Two hands snapped   around her  pale wrists.
   Her  momentum kept  her  careening  outside  the  truck  and she  would  have
  tumbled  to  the sand if he hadn't held   her   half   suspended.  Her war cry
      was abruptly cut off.
The man started to laugh—laughing  at her,  at  her  pathetic attempts
to  overpower him.
"She is a tiger, I'll give you that," he said to the  man  who had  teased
him. He twisted Cress around so  he  could  hold   both  other wrists in  one
firm  grip. Her body still dangled  from  his  hold  as  he  began   Martin  her
  away  from   the  van and into the dunes.
      "Let me go!" she shrieked, kicking back at  him, but  he  was undeterred
by her flailing. "Where are you taking me? Let me go!"
       "Calm down, little girl. I'm  not  going  to  hurt  you. Wouldn't be worth
it." He snorted and dropped her down the other side of the dune.
      She stumbled and  rolled  a  couple  times  in  the sand  before bolting  into
a crouch. She swiped hair and sand from her face. By the time she looked
up at  the man, he had a gun pinned on her.
Her heart sputtered.

    "Try to  run, I  shoot. And  I  don't  mean  to  kill. But  you're  smarter  than
       that, aren't you? You've got nowhere to go anyway, right?"
       Cress gulped. She could still hear the voices on the other side of the 
dune. She hadn't been able to tell how many caravaners were still along
in the group.
      "Wh-what do you want from me?"
"I suspect you have business to tend too?"
         Standing, she  stumbled a bit down the hill, the sand   unstable beneath
       her. The man didn't flinch. He jerked the barrel of the gun  toward   her 
feet. "Go   on.  It'll  be another few hours before we stop, so better get  it out
of the way now. Don't  want you losing your water in the back of that nice
van. We  wouldn't  get  our  security deposit back, and Jina hates that."
     Her lower lip are trembled and she cast another glance around the desert,
the wide opens of this barren landscape. She shook  her  head. "No,  I 
can't. Not with..."
     "Ah, I won't watch." To prove his point, he  spun   around  and  scratched
      behind his ear with the gun. "Just make it quick."
She spotted another man  over the dune,  faced away   from  her,  and
suspected he  was  relieving   himself. Cress  turned  away,  ashamed   and
       embarrassed,  She wanted to cry, wanted to beg the man to let her be, to
just leave  her  here. But  she knew it wouldn't work. And she didn't want
to beg this man for anything.
Thorne would come for her, she thought as she stumbled to the base of
  the dune in search of what privacy she cold find.
        Thorne had to come for her.

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