Chapter 57

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   "Satellite   AR817.  3  ...  deflect    tracker  ...  set   alternating   timer   ... and
  check. Which  should   just    leave    Satellite   AR944. I  ...  and   ...   that   ...
   should  ...  do   it." Cress   paused,   breathed,  and   slowly   lifted  her   fingers
  away  from   the  cockpit's   main     screen,  where   she'd    spent  the    last
three hours  ensuring  that  any satellite's  in  their path  would be  convenient
turned  away  from  them  as  they  passed. As long  as   the   Rampion's    orbital
path held, they shouldn't be detected.
       At least, not by satellite or radar.
      There   was   still   the  problem   of   visual   sightings,  and   as  the Eastern
Commonwealth   had   announced   twenty   minutes ago   that    an  enormous
  monetary   reward   would   go   to anyone   who   found   the  stolen   Rampion,
  every ship between here and mars would be on the lookout.
      They  had  to  be  prepared   to   run  if   anyone   did   spot   them, which  was
  made extra difficult now that they no longer had  a trained pilot onboard.
  At  least,  not  one   who   could   see. Thorne   had     managed    to   talk   Cinder
through  the  liftoff   procedures, with    vast    amounts    of    help    from   the
Rampion's new  auto-control system, but  it  had  been  a  rocky  takeoff followed
  by   an   immediate switch  to  neutral   orbit. If  they  were    faced   with
anything   requiring    more    complicated maneuvers   before   Thorne   got   his
eyesight back, they'd be in trouble.

      According  to  have   they'd   be   in   trouble    even   when   he    did   have   his
eyesight back.
    Cress  massaged  her   neck,  attempting  to   get   her   thoughts   to   stop  spinning.
  When she   was in the middle of  a   hack, it tended to fill up her   brain 
  until   her   vision   hummed   with    coding    and    mathematics,   skipping    ahead
  to  each  necessary  task  faster  than  she   could   complete   them. It   tended   to
  leave her in state of drained euphoria.
        But for now, at least, the Rampion was safe.
       She  turned   her   attention   to   a  yellow  light  at  the   base   of    the   screen
  that  had  been annoying   her  since    she'd    begun,  but   that  she'd    been
too preoccupied   to   deal  with.   As   expected, when  she  promoted  the ejection,
a small shimmering D-COMM chip popped out from the screen.
     The  match  to   the   chip   that   Sybil   had   taken   from   her    satellite,   cutting
  of any hope that Cress and Thorne had off contacting their friends.
    Friends.
    She  squinted   at    the    chip   as   she    held    it    up,   wondering   if   that   the
   right   word.  It   felt    lie   having   friends, especially after they'd survived
  the  mission together. But  then,  she   didn't have  anything  to compare this
friendship too.
         One   thing  she knew   for   sure,  though, was   that   she no   longer
   needed to be rescued.
         She looked around   for  something she  could use to   destroy   the  chip,
   and  caught  the  ghost  of   a   reflection  in    the   cockpit window. Thorne  stood
  in the doorway behind her, hands tucked into his pockets.
       She gasped   and  spun to  face   him,   her   full   skirt  twisting around the
  chair's  base. Though  it  was  dirty  and torn   in   places,   she   hadn't   had   the
  time to change yet,  and   wasn't    entirely   sure    she   wanted   to.  The gown
  made  her  feel  like  she   was  still  living  in  a  drama, and   was   perhaps  keeping
   her from going  into    shock  at   all    that   had   happened  that   day.  "You
  scared me!"
        Thorne flashed a moderately embarrassed grin. "Sorry?"
       "How long have you been standing there?"
         He  shrugged. "I   was  listening  to  you  work. It's   kind   of   relaxing. And  I
    like it when you sing."
       She flushed. She didn't realize she'd been singing.
         Feeling   his   way    forward,  Thorne   took   the   copilot's    seat, setting   the
   cane  across  his  lap   and  kicking  his  boots  up on   the   dash. "Are  we  invisible
again?"
     "To radars,  for  now." She  tucked  some  hair   behind   her   ear. "Could  I  see
  your cane?"
         He  raised   an   eyebrow,  but   handed   it    to    her    without    question. Cress
  dropped the   D-COMM   chip   to  the   ground   and    crushed  it   beneath   the
  canes tip. A shiver of empowerment ran through her.
        "What was that?" Thorne asked.
         "The  D-COMM chip  you  used  to  contact  me  before. We   won't   be  needing
  it again."
       "Seems  like  that  was  ages  ago." Thorne   ran   his   finger   along    the   blindfold.
     "I'm  sorry  that you  didn't   get  to    see   much   of  Earth  while   we   were
      down there. And now you're stuck up here again."
           "I'm  happy  to  be  stuck   up    here." She   twirled  the   cane   absently   between
       her   palms.   "It's    a   great   ship.  Far   more   spacious   than    the    satellite.
      And ... much better company."
      I   can't    live    with    that." Griming,   Thorne   pulled   a    small    bottle   from
      his pocket. "I  came  in here to ask   if    you would  help  me   with   this.
     These  are   the  mystical   eyedrops   the    doctor   made.  We're   supposed    to
     put  three  to  four  drops  in  each   eye, twice a   day ...  or   was  it   two    drops,
    three  times?  ...  I  don't remember. He  wrote   down   the   obstructions   on   the
   portscreen." Thorne   unclipped   the   port   from    his    belt    and   handed   it to
   her.
        Cress   propped   the    cane    against    the    panel   of   instruments. "He   was
   probably  worried  you'd  forget,  after   such   a  high-stress..." She   trailed   off,
   her eye catching on the portscreen text.
        Thorne cocked his head. "What's wrong?"
        The  port  had  opened  to  a  screen   containing  obstructions  for the  eyedrops,
   and  also a   detailed   account    of why    Dr. Erland  believed the    plague
   was a manufactured weapon being used as biological warfare.
           But at the top of all that...
           "There's a tab labeled with my name."   Not  Cress. Crescent  Moon Darnel.
          "Oh. It was the doctor's port."
          Cress's  fingers  glided  over  the   screen,  and   she'd   opened   the tab  before
         her mind could decide whether it wanted to know   what  was in it or not.
            "A  DNA  analysis."  She  said,  "and  ...   a    paternity   confirmation." Standing,
        she set the port on the control panel. Let's do your eyedrops."
              "Cress." He   reached   for  her    his   fingers  gathering  up  the   folds of   her
       skirt. "Are you all right?"
              "Not   really." She  looked  down  at  him. Thorne  had  pulled  the  blindfold
        around his neck,  revealing a  faint   tan  line   around    his    eyes. Gulping,
      Cress   sank   into    the   pilot's   chair   again. "I   should   have   told   him   I  loved
     him. He  was  dying,  and  he  was  right   there,  and  I   knew   I  would never see
     him again. But I couldn't say it. Am I horrible?"
          "Of  course  not. He   may   have   been   your   biological   father   but    you  still
       barely knew him. How could you have loved him?"
      "Does it matter? He said  he  loved  me.  He  was   dying,  and   now  he's   gone,
      and I'll never..."
          "Cress,  hey,   stop   it." Thorne   swiveled   his  chair  to   face  her. He   found
        her wrists, before sliding his hands down  to intertwine with her  fingers.
     "You   didn't   do   anything  wrong. It   all  happened   so   fast,   and    there  was
      nothing you could do."
            She bit     her    lip. "He   took   my   blood   that   first   day,  in  Farafrah."
       She   squeezed   her   eyes    shut. "He   knew    all    this    time—almost    a   whole
      week. Why didn't he tell me sooner?"
        "He  knew   there  was    a    chance    we    were  all    going   to   die." Her   next
     breath  shook  inside   her   diaphragm,  and  as the tears started,  she  felt   herself 
    being  pulled  toward  Thorne. He   drew   her   into  his   lap, scooping   one
     arm  beneath  her legs   to keep   the   enormous    skirt    from    tangling    around
      her. Sobbing,  Cress   buried   her   face    against   his   chest   and   let    the tears
       come. She cried hard at first, the release pouring out of her   all at   once. 
       But   she   almost   felt   guilty   when, minutes  later,  the   tears  already started
      to  dry  up. Her  sadness   wasn't   enough. Her mourning   wasn't  enough. But
     it was all she had.

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