It's been about 1 year since I have been in Australia and right now I'm holding my head shaking in fear and crying.
My mother and father where screaming at each other next door, this always happens mum and dad get into an argument, most of the time it's over me. I didn't go to school for 2 days
Because I was sick my father had shouted at me telling me I can't be absent for even one day my mother tried to explain how I was sick but it turned out to a full screaming argument my body shook in fear i chanted prayers over and over again I wanted everything to stop " please s-stop " I mumbled as i hiccuped, I heard a loud tump the sound of someone falling I couldn't take it anymore I stood up and ran out seeing my father about to hit my mum and my mother on the floor, I ran over to them and stepped in front of my father my arms out wide i mustered up all my strength " STOP!!" I screamed at him he looked at me in shock i glared at him my body shaking " GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" I shouted throwing whatever that was near by at him, my father looked hurt he gave me an icy cold glare and stormed out of the house Taking the car keys with him I looked at my mother trembling figure i bended down my knees falling on the floor she grabbed me and pulled me into her arms crying loudly but my tears had long stopped I promised that night that I wouldn't cry anymore ever..
That night me and my mother embraced tightly as we slept I woke up around 7 in the morning kissing my mothers forehead looking at her sleeping expression i frowned and sighed standing up i stretched my back and put on my school clothes which was a short blue skirt and an over sized red jacket I fixed my hair into a side messy bun and Walked to the kitchen taking out a spoon I picked up the Peanut butter jar and stabbed the spoon in moister scooping some out I placed the spoon in my mouth sucking on the peanut butter i closed the lid and left it on the counter when I finished sucking on the peanut butter I placed the spoon in the sink and grabbed a small basket on the counter walking outside to my garden I picked some apples and oranges that we had grown in our garden that I walked over to the berries my eyes turned shallow as I remembered the past year in Australia, I had gone through many things this past year I entered school and got confessed to by a boy I didn't really know what boyfriend and girlfriend meant but I decided to just nod when he asked me to become his girlfriend well two reasons he was hot and gentle as many people had told also he was the 'prince' of my grade but slowly after 'going out with him ' I fell in love I think i did at least because whenever I'm near him I feel like hugging him I feel like crying sometimes and my heart pounds and squeezes from time to time.
My cherry lips turn from a smile to a frown then I remembered all those time I was locked up in my room by my father telling me to study and the times when he bought me nothing but studying stuff also the many times he would beat up my mother it made me sick to the bottom of my stomach.
I sighed as I walked back inside washing the fruits and placing them on the counter when I heard the school bus honk I quickly grabbed my school bag and walked to the door putting on my shoes before slipping out of the door i said "I'm going now " locking the door I ran to my bus puffed I quickly made my way in saying good morning to the driver, I walked to the back sits and smiled gently when I heard my name being called, I sat next to the person who was calling me, my boyfriend his name is josh he has messy black hair and bluish green eyes he had a perfect smile that would make anyone fall for him, he kissed my cheek and I giggled " good morning " I said to him staring into his eyes with my chocolate brown ones " good morning my little weirdo" he chuckled, we had this kissing rule where he wasn't allowed to kiss my lips he once did try but of course I stopped him we are only 9 well he was going to be 10 tomorrow did I forget to mention it was his birthday tomorrow? Well anyway I'm not prepared to give my first kiss out yet yes we have been dating for almost a year but I'm scared who can blame me I'm 9! As I was stuck in thoughts the bus bumped a little making me a little wobbly I fell on josh blushing I hurry to get off " s-sorry!" Before I could get off he chuckled and held me close to his chest " not so fast.. its very daring of you to want me this bad very very slay " he smirked at me and whispered into My ear I yelped slightly and blushed deeper feeling goosebumps on my arms " U-um " he cuddled me close and smiled gently placing his lips on my neck smiling against it, he rubbed my back he was always like this teasing me loving my reactions though this just made my heart beat faster I swear his going to give me an heart attack one day! But at the same time he was gentle he knew about my father and past and I knew his he also had family problems his mother died two years ago he would sometime cry and let his guard down but I would always comfort him hugging him and kissing his cheek abc tears away.. " just relax " he whispered in a soothing voice, my stiff body started to relax as he rubbed my back I leaned deep into him taking in his scent he smelled so fresh and nice " you smell like berries " he whispered against my neck I shivered and frowned slightly " oh.." He looked up from my neck and frowned worriedly " I'm sorry was it your dad again? " I nodded and sighed kissing his cheek " it's fine I'm over it " he nodded and whispered " I will protect you I swear "...---
The next day was Joshes birthday apparently we had a party at his house my mum let me go to the party she wanted me to have some fun for a change so here I was standing in front of a huge house, joshes family was quite rich and his house was 6 minutes walk to my house.
I wore a blue over sized hoodie that had huge sleeved that almost covered my whole hand I had my hair down and had a white skirt on the ends of my hair was curled and I had a slight peach lip gloss on.
I rang the door bell waiting for a responds the door opened to josh his hair was messy which made him look hot he had a black shirt on and blue jeans, josh actually had a pretty nice body he was fit because he plays lots of soccer, also no matter how much he eats he never gained that made me envious I know being jealous of my boyfriend is not cool but I can't help it! He smiled gently at me coughing slightly snapping me out of my thoughts I grinned " happy birthday!" And jumped on him hugging him tightly he chuckled and nodded I have him his present which was a cake made by me it was in a box he kissed the tip of my nose " thank you, you look so cute in that hoodie I could eat you!" I blushed at his comment he laughed and said "come on in!" I walked in and took off my shoes he closed the door and lead me into the kitchen where there was lots of food on the table " my parents are not home they will be here in 1 hour " I looked at him " ok-" then my eyes widen " WAIT WHAT??" I gulped that means I'm alone in this house with josh ? Okay okay so I don't know any of this sexual shit but i defiantly didn't want it to happen God damn it I'm only 9! I heard this stuff usually happen when your alone with a boy but what stuff is that ? I don't know anything!----
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-Authors note:
Done on to the next one! (≧∇≦)
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