My idol to my groom

chapter 19

(ok now that soha and soobin are back and the hiatus is over we can go back to chapters instead of days and also to hybe and bighit #stopmistreatingtxt)

Aria

We get on to the stage and the host does the intro and everything then i see sam, the one person i didn't want see was in the audience i got into a colder mood and Yeonjun noticed so he held onto my hand but i let go because i didn't want TXT to lose more fans, plus since the hiatus we've gotten more fans since the rumors calmed down so we'll have to deal with that again "So Crystal how's life with your childhood crush" the hostess said while looking at yeonjun "Good, probably better than your broken marriage" i say trying to hide my laugh then she called me up for the speech after i come up i realized i wasn't prepared "I- I-" i stutter and then i look at sam i knew he'd look at me as the same girl he was friends with years ago if i continued with this stage fright then i look at Yeonjun i build the confidence in me and take off my mask And say -

"Yes, i have stage fright and yes, i had the biggest crush on Yeonjun but now i'm an adult i don't have the same feelings i had for him when i was young and i got so busy with my life i couldn't have time for TXT, but somehow i never forgot them, their faces, their smile, their friendship, i could never forget Soobin being the best leader and when he was overworked he stayed strong for us, Beomgyu annoying the members, making us laugh and smiling even though he was clearly suffering just like me years ago but i lost myself and became cold unlike him, Taehyun beating Beomgyu while arm wrestling and working hard to stay fit, Kai's love for plushies and rubbing the members belly especially Soobin's, but what i can't forget no matter what is Yeonjun's care for his members even if he isn't the leader he takes care of his members and he's the reason i'm a kpop idol and nothing will change that" i say, looking at Yeonjun, and getting flashbacks of me telling Soha that he's the reason i'm so ambitious about being a kpop idol

"Crystal, Crystal" Yeonjun says trying to wake me up as i was lost, "What did i say?" i say confused, at first i didn't even know who they were until i saw the note i left for myself and now suddenly i know so much about TXT what was going on "I am also trying to figure it out" Yeonjun says "Did you have any certain flashbacks?" Soha asks "You and me sitting in a park and me telling you all those things" i say looking at Soha "Maybe just maybe it could be because i was scared but i felt comforted by yeonjun and that had some effect" i say "Maybe" Soha says as she sighs and then Shotaro comes in, he's the oldest member of Riize and has a 11 year age gap with me "Hi Crystal, can you say hi to my fans" he says "Oh, hi" i say "Can i have your number ?" he says then i give him my card "Crystal, You're so cute" he says and then leaves while i'm still lost with what happened on stage then i look at Yeonjun who looked like he'd burst at any moment, then i look at the members "What just happened?" i say not knowing what i did "You gave a random guy your card" Yeonjun says coldly "Hyung why are you so angry right now" Beomgyu-ssi says smirking and then Yeonjun throws a pillow at him which he catches then Soha who got a call so went outside came back "Guys i hope you like me because i'm you're new manager" she says as i look at her in disbelief "I knew that they had something in for you or they would've made you NXG's newest member" i say as i hug her then she tells us that our mini van is here so we pack up to get going i guess tonight was the last night living with Yeonjun which i can't believe i'm saying but i wasn't looking forward to it, i kind of liked it when it was just us

Yeonjun

we hop onto our assigned seats in the van and wait for Aria and Beomgyu then Shotaro comes in "Can you guys drop me off to my dorms please, my group left without me" he says "You shouldn't have come to our room to meet Crystal" i say "Go in" Soha says "Where does Crystal sit?" he asks "At the back" Taehyun says

A few minutes Aria and Beomgyu come "Why is this guy in my place" Beomgyu says i guess thats where Shotaro decided to sit "Heuning Kai switch seats with me" i say "Ok Hyung" he says

Aria

I couldn't believe it, two men were fighting over me and i sort of like one of the men i guess you can guess. Shotaro kept messaging me stuff like 'You're cute' and 'What's your type' etc. "I think he's flirting with me" i tell Yeonjun "You think that two" he asks and i nod then he snatches my phone and voice messages Shotaro "彼女を放っておいてください、彼女は私のものです" then he looks at Shotaro with a stern look on his face " ほんとにお兄さん!" Shotaro says then Yeonjun returns my phone and Shotaro stops texting me.

We get home and then i quickly go to Soha to ask her the meaning of what Yeonjun said and of course she knows what he said, she's one one of the biggest anime fans i know "Who is this?" Soha says with a surprised look "It sounds like yeonjun" she says "Because it is" i say "Girl if you have feelings for him then just tell him he definitely likes you back" Soha says with a smirk "Just tell me what he said" i say with a annoyed face "Back off, She's mine" she says and i pause in my tracks as my heart starts to flutter.....

(My exams are going to start and so i won't be writing, well typing for a while until they are over because i only have a week so please be patient but if i want to or feel that i'll concentrate better then i'll write but it won't be that long)