Damn My Heart

Chapter 5

Trigger warning: The characters and the situation going to unfold has nothing to do with people in real life and I don't mean any hate towards any actor. 

Enjoy!

Freen's P.O.V

It has been a whole week since that incident in my house and none of us has broken the silence. Thankfully there had been no shooting for the series so we didn't have to act despite the issue boiling between us. There had been events, yes but we can put that kind of facade easily. Today we are going to the Philippines for our FanBoom and are currently on the flight with P'Beer. Despite sitting beside each other, we have not spoken a word and Becky is really trying to act like I don't even exist by reading some stupid magazine on BL Idols. I, for the fact, know that she has zero interest in these.

The tension between us is thick and its just thanks to our skill that no one will be able to notice it during the fanmeet. Don't get me wrong, I love the fans and can even see what they see in shipping us together.In some parallel universe, we would have made perfect sense but right here and right now, there is no parallel universe and we have too much history between us. The thing that's bothering me though is how much I feel this need to talk to her. 

I don't know why but there's this feeling....

As if the universe wanted this, the waitress comes with a tray to ask us for food,

"I'll take an ice latte and a boba milk tea Miss Rebecca."

The waitress nods as I feel eyes burning into my neck. Soon she arrives with the order and I offer the milk tea to her.

"Come on Sarocha...what's on your mind?" she says curtly.

Ouch that kinda stung. I'm used to cold Becky but this was unexpected.

"Nothing. Just thought you'd like one before we land." I said earnstly.

"And since when did you care what I'd like?"

*Well kinda since forever but.....*

"If you don't want it I'll just return it." I said as my hand reached to ring the bell again. But before it could touch the bell, another hand wrapped around mine.

"Well I did not say THAT..." she said as she took a sip from the milk tea.

And I can swear her eyes rolled back just a little at the taste. She can't have much of it now a days due to filming and stuff but we're on a flight. It won't be a big deal.

"Since when did you started having interest in BL Idols?" I asked casually, sipping my coffee as my eyes landed on the page she had opened up. It was a big picture of Toh from SCOY The Series sitting on a stool posing. He looked good.

"Nothing just curious." she said but I could sense she was hiding something. She had been on the same page for a while now.

"You like him or what?" I just blurted out.

"What? I? Like Him? Not even in my dreams. Besides you know I'm not into men."

*Well that was true.*

...........................

That was the last conversation we had before we landed in Manila. Now we were standing backstage ready for our performance of Marry Me. She looked cute and hot in that outfit. Yep, there are only a few people in this world who can look both at the same time and Becky is definitely one of them. 

And so we went on stage and began our performance