POV: YOU'RE A RAT IN THE DAYS UNION (QUITTED, MAY OR MAY NOT RETURN.)

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(vent, note.)

I'm so sorry that even after just coming back I haven't been uploading a lot on this book.

I have a few works done, and some are either still being made, edited, or needs a few editing left.

I'm not gonna be online for a while. I will be online in Discord and Roblox, I'm just gonna be focusing on myself, and my cats. I've never cried so much from a loss. I usually move on so fast, but not this. This has been getting to me for 2 days.

But I'm gonna have to pause my works again. Something really affected me rn.

Two of my kittens got hurt. One died (Walter Jr, we named him after one of our old cats), the other is alive (Tube, because of his fur), but, not in good condition. He's in a cage right now so he doesn't wander off again.

They got hurt because apparently, the two of them were outside. And they were under a car. I think you know what happens next, so I'm not gonna explain how it goes, but apparently, they got stuck.

Walter Jr. was alive, but, only for a few hours. Tube on the other hand, survived. But I'm really scared that he might be dying slowly.

My family can't afford a vet.

They're saving up for our tuitions.

We planned to give the kittens anti-rabies shots, but not this.

I just hope Tube can continue to live on, with whatever our family can treat him with.

I had 12 kittens. 8 were given away for better homes.

But now, I only have 3 kittens. Because the other died.

Saying their names, and remembering them, hurts me. It makes me miss them.

Walter Jr. was just a month old, while Tube was about 2 months old.

I haven't been able to sleep at night.

I haven't been sleeping right. My eyebags are getting big.