February 18|
"Wtf?" I say seriously
Maddy stops laughing and looks at me concerned, "Whats wrong boo?" She looks at me
I tear up, "Ash-he He-Somethings wrong"I hyperventilate
Maddy picks my phone and reads the text her face changes and then she looks at me. "Hey hey it's okay it's okay boo come let's go to the bathroom" She says taking my hands and takes me to the bathroom.
In the bathroom:
I sit on the sink as Maddy tries to calm me down the tears fall from my eyes she wipes everyone.
"I'm so worried he hasn't answered my calls neither has fez" I sob
"He told me he was off about something I should've went over there.." I say whilst crying
"It's okay y/n ur okay" Maddy reassures me and holds me tightly
I cry onto her shoulder. "I can't lose him too. I can't he's my everything I love him so much my first everything my first love my first kiss I don't know what I'd do without him." I say uncontrollably sobbing
"And fez, fez is like my older brother I don't wanna lose him either he's taught me so much and life..He's mindful of me and things like that.." I cry
⚠️Flash back⚠️
"Hey yall I'm here with Ashtray and Fez today were making cookies!!!" I say to the camera
"Say hey guys" I turn the camera to them
"Yo" Fez waves
"Wassup" Ashtray says
"Thumbs down energy is wack" I say putting my thumb down
"Yeah yeah" Fez says
I look into the camera then turn around, "Fez I know u not rolling a blunt right now" I say dead ass serious
"Nah bruh this medicine" He says looking at the blunt
"Aii" I side eye the camera
I put the camera on the table, "Anywayyyy were making chocolate chip anddd sugar cookies" I say showing the ingredients
Ashtray pours the flour in the bowl then smacks some in my face.
"Ashtrayyyuhhhh!!!" I say then smack some in his face and fezs.
"See aii bet" Fez says then we start throwing flour at each other getting it everywhere.
⚠️End of FLASH BACK⚠️
I reminisce that and my crying slows down but speeds back up as I think about it.
I try to call again no answer
I turn and look in the mirror, "I look fucked up"I say giggling
Maddy giggles to, "No u look pretty She says looking at me
I take a deep breath, "Thank u Maddy" I look up at the ceiling trying to contain my tears but they still fall anyway.
"Idk what to do..I'm lost Idk what's happening now" I say my voice cracking
Time skip
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The play ends and I'm with Maddy and lexi lexi said she tried to call fez multiple times but no answer no texts either.
I get a call from the hospital..
"Hello?" I say worriedly
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