Joker Out One Shots/Imagines - fluff only

Shower Love - Bojan

I was joining my boyfriend and his band on tour. We were currently in Germany for the last two dates here before we finally go to my home country, Italy. Today was an off day but we still went and explored the city of Munich all together. We, that was all of Joker out, JC Stewart and his people plus also the German opening band, Sector 5. 

They are some really talented people and I wish for them to be as successful as Joker Out one day. Cute how they also met some fans. One even asked for a group picture with both bands and JC. But there were also peopled who looked at me with a disappointed look in their face. Or maybe not disappointed but rather disapproving looks. 

And with my already fragile mental state and always overthinking and not so self confident as you might think, this was having me in struggles. I went over to Bojan. „Amore..." I didn't even know how to word my request, but thankfully my boyfriend had learned to understand me without wording the problems out. „Of course, let me just tell everyone we're going back okay?" He smiled and slightly squeezed my hand as a sign that it's okay. 

„Grazie mille" i murmured. He went and told the others that we were heading back and they had all quickly understood to not ask questions. We called an Uber and went back to where our tour bus was parked. The look of the uber driver when she saw Bojan and then when she saw me, holding his hand, somehow this was burned into my brain and it wouldn't let me think of anything else. I was trying to focus on Bojan next to me but the whole 30 min drive to our bus was making me feel so uncomfortable and as if I don't belong here. 

My whole body tensed up more with every minute that passed and that we had to spend in this car. When we finally arrived I literally jumped out of the car as fast as I could and tried to breathe again but it got worse. I was having a full on melt down. My breath got heavier with every second and I felt as if my skin is being pulled off me. I just sat on the sideway blind to my surroundings and focusing on Bojan's voice who was right there with me and patient as always. Seriously how do I deserve him as my boyfriend and just by my side. 

We just sat there and Bojan just talked to me until I felt like I could at least look at him again. „Are you better now love? Is it okay if I hug you?" I just nodded. He hugged me softly and carefully to not touch me too much. „Can you talk to me?" I shook my head, no I was not able to find my voice again. Not yet. „Okay. But can we go inside? It's still pretty cold for march and I am freezing" he grinned at me and held out his hand for me. I looked at him for a second and then I took it and he helped me get up. „Lets go inside hm? Or would you rather have a Hotel room?" I nodded my head. I only then felt my sweaty and itchy skin again and crunched my nose. He got the sign. 

„Lets go check into the Hotel very quickly and take a Shower. I think a Shower and some cuddles afterwards are best for you now. Yep, definitely." He laughed at the end by how my eyes lit up at his words. We went and grabbed our stuff. We went to the hotel next to the bus and Bojan checked us both in. After the guy at the reception gave him the keycard to our room, we went up and got to our room on the 4th floor. We just dropped our stuff and then he grabbed my Hand and pulled me into the bathroom. "Love, i forgot my pants in the bus, i'm just gonna go back real quick and grab it. I'll be back in a few minutes." 

He left and i was alone again for at least a few minutes. I was already undressed so i just went into the shower and let the hot water run over my body. I jumped when the door opened but i relaxed when i noticed it was Bojan. I literally melted into his embrace and he held me close. When i wanted to wash my hair and body, Bojan made sure to take that in his hands. "Nope i will do that. You just try to relax Babe. You need to relax. I need you back tonight." He smiled and softly kissed me. 

He took a bit of shampoo and massaged my head and i really started to relax into his touches. He helped me wash my hair and body and even helped me dry off and put my clothes back on. "Amore Mio, you have now the option of cuddels on this small couch or on the big bed... Okay, that's clear" he laughed when i didnt even let him finish his sentence and already pulled him to the bed. When we lied on the bed, my head on his chest and his hands softly stroking my hair, i sighed and started purring like a cat.