Hopeful- Ollie Bearman love story

Part 7

HONESTLY I HAVE NO IDEA what is going on between me and ollie. i won't lie, i did enjoy the kiss, but the feeling i had the morning after was there. the guilt, but also the knowledge that it was wrong and it should not happen again took over me.

but now it's too late to overthink since we both are going to a training camp with the rest of f2 drivers, and what a surprise i have to share a room with one of the boys since i am the only girl. i begged Dino the whole ride to bunk with me and he somehow gave in. i can't lie, i feel sorry that he can't share a room with one of the boys, but i much prefer to feel like this than share a room with one of the others.

the first day has been fine, i was able to keep distance from ollie, but faith had different plans.

-Ok guys, we are going to split into pairs of two .

as i heard that i started walking towards Dino, but stopped as i heard the next words.

-you are going to pick a paper from the bowl and whoever it is, you will pair up with them. any questions?

-what are we going to do after we pair up? i mean what is the activity? i ask

-good question Millie. we have set up some tracks in the forest and the field, each pair has a track and have to work up together in order to get to the end. understood?

we all shake our heads in agreement.

-ok so let's start pairing.

AND OF COURSE I AM PAIRED UP WITH OLLIE!

-it seems like mother destiny keeps getting us together alone.

-shut up! it's pure bad luck!

-i would say it's luck, not at all bad!

-Oliver you are really testing my limits right now and i feel like one of us is going to end up dead tonight, and spoiler, it's not me. and with that i leave and go to where the coaches are.

we slowly start our activity and me and ollie get farther to the rests.

- Millie...

-yes ollie? i say annoyed.

-can we talk about what happened?

-i don't know what you are talking about...

-come on, you now really well what i am talking about. he stops from walking.

-ok so what do you want to talk about?! it was a drunk kiss, yes i enjoyed it, but you know damn well it wouldn't work.

-Millie come on...

but i don't listen to him and i continue walking, praying this activity will be over soon enough.

we continue in dead silence. but for some reason i feel guilty, really guilty.

i sigh and sit on the ground, soon enough ollie sees and sits next to me.

-look, i might have feelings for you, but i am scared of what people would say, i already get a lot of hate for racing, i don't want any more stress.

he doesn't say anything and i just look into his eyes, mesmerized.

then he does the unexpected, he kisses me, i can't believe i am in this situation again, but this time... we are both sober, both knowing damn well what is happening, but we don't stop. the time our kiss end is when ollie breaks it whispering a few words.

-let's just give it a try... he says out of breath

-ok... i say almost crying out of exhaustion and relief.

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