Chapter 3

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Two weeks later:


The last two weeks Ella hasn't gotten out of my head. Why did I have to forget the condom? Shit!I hear someone knocking at my door. "What?", I ask, slightly annoyed. Kayra opens the door and steps into my room. "Did you tell Mum and Dad about it yet?", Kayra asks. I shake my head. "Well then I guess I have to do that for you", she says while grinning. "Don't you dare", I immediately reply. "Well, I told you: If you won't tell them, then I will", she answers. "Please Kayra. Don't tell them. I promise I'll tell them. But please you just don't tell them!", I beg her. "I'll give you one more week. One! And that's it", she answers. "Thanks, sis. You're the best", I thank her. She rolls her eyes and leaves me alone again. I sight in relief and lean back in my chair. Shit! My parents will kill me. Okay, maybe I should prepare what I'm going to say. I take a pen and a paper and start writing.I think I have to talk with you. Sit down, it could take a bit. So.. I know, I'm only 15, but.. it might be, that I already.. sleep with girls. And maybe... I.. already have.. one night stands. Why am I telling you this? I.. the other day a girl I had a one night stand with came to me and... she told me.. she's.. pregnant. By me.Okay, yea, that sounds kinda good, I think. But I guess I won't manage to say a single word when I'm sitting there with them. When should I tell them? Maybe on Monday, when my siblings won't be there. Yes, you heard right. I've got more siblings than only Kayra. To be exact I've got two more siblings, my younger brother Mike, who's nine years old and my older sister Nika, who's turning 18 in a month. Okay, let's return to the topic. Monday is a good day to tell my parents about Ella and the pregnancy."Ey Lucas, heard you didn't wanna fuck with any girl since two and a half weeks. Why?", my best friend Ryan asked me, as I enter the school building. "I.. I've changed. I thought about myself and I decided, I should stop fucking every girl", I lie. "And I shall believe you that that's the truth?", Ryan asks. I bite on my lip and look down. He's my best friend, he's got the right to know it. "A girl I banged is pregnant now", I tell him quietly, so not everyone in school hears it. "Well, fucking will make you forget it for a bit", he says and pats me on the shoulder, before he leaves for class. Why is he staying so chill? Did this happen to him already? I mean, I might be a fuckboy (or I have been), but that doesn't mean I haven't got a heart."Oh, Lucas. Pretty heartless of you, making a girl pregnant and just ignoring it", a girl walking past says. Of course loud enough for everyone standing not too far away to hear it too. I just slap her on the cheek and walk away in fast steps. Shit, why did I do that? That's not me. But... who is "me" actually? I don't think it's the baddest fuckboy in school anymore. How can a fucking pregnancy change me so much? Just because I forgot the condom. It is my fault. I should face the problem instead of running away from it. Just as I have this thought, I see Ella out of the corner of my eye. "Okay, Lucas, chill. You go to her now and talk to her. What you say.. you'll find out then." I take a deep breath and go to her. "Ella?", I ask. She turns around and looks right at me. "What?", she asks in an annoyed tone. "I.. I wanted to... I.. my.. my help.. if you need help... I can help you. I mean.. I'm always there for you and.. the child", I stutter. She laughs: "As if I'd need your help. Go fuck the next girl, my child shall not have a father like you." I swallow. That's tough. "I.. I mean it. I don't want to be a fuckboy anymore. I.. I noticed.. I should change.. please, I... I really want to be there for you and the child", I reinforce. She laughs again. "As if you could change. Just because you don't wanna be known as the heartless fuckboy but that's exactly who you are", she says, but then notices my look. My frustrated, sad, disappointed look. "You really mean it?", she asks. I nod shy. She sights. "Okay, I'll tell you if I need anything", she says then. I nod and whisper a weak "Thanks" before I go away. Gosh, what was that?! I'm not usually like this. "Bro, honestly? You remember what I said?", Ryan asks. Why do people always walk by at the wrong time in this school? "Ryan, I might have been a fuckboy, but I've also got a heart and not only a dick in comparison to you. And this just opened my eyes. I'm more than a fuckboy and I won't be a fuckboy anymore, got it?", I tell him and show him the middle finger. Then I go to my class. How can some be this heartless? Suddently someone comes into my way. Kayra. "What?", I ask, since she looks at me as if she wanted something from me. "Can you help me?", she asks quietly. She has never asked me for help before. I look at her surprised and answer: "Depends on what it is." "I.. I never told you but I had a boyfriend until a few secs ago and.. I want him back... I wondered, if you've maybe got an idea for me how I can do that", she explains ashamed. "Who? Who was your boyfriend?", I ask. "Umm.. umm..", she stutters. I raise my eyebrows. "Kai", she whispers. "What?!", I yell. "Where is this guy?", I mumble, before going to look for him.


This chapter is a little bit longer but I hope you still enjoyed it have a nice day :) I feel like everyone should have a younger family member who has their whole heart because that's what really makes a person and their heart strong: having a weak spot for special people. Okay, enough philosophy 😂

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