Warning poly relationship self harm ect if you are triggered by this please DONT READ
'Word' is thinking
"Word" is talking got that okk
no one pov
"CHAN CHAN CHAN"(seung) "what do you want seungmin cant you see im busy with jeongin? He sleeping so shut up go to your room or something just leave us alone"(chan)
That was a week ago now seungmin has just been in his room he barely goes out and when he does its to shower. He doesn't eat a lot now. All he does is be on his phone or over think what chan had said.
Felix pov
"Has anyone seen seungmin?"(felix) "no"(changbin) "why"(han) idk i haven't seen him at all this week"(felix) "now that i think of it me either"(leeknow) "maybe he is busy lets not brother him"(hyunjin) "ok"(felix) i have a bad feeling about this....
Seungmin pov
I walked to the bathroom feeling dead like the energy inside me left gone out like a lightbulb. I looked at my arms seeing the cuts i made yesterday. I started cutting years ago but i stopped when i meant chan now im back to doing it. Funny right i stopped because of him now im doing it because of him pathetic isnt it? Finding some else to blame for hurting yourself. Its my fault im like this i should of had just ended it that night, the night i met chan... i toke out a razor blade and started to cry i hated this i hated feeling like this so how did i deal with it i cut my self thats how. I slowly cut my arm the feeling i had felt before slowly leaving me replaced with pain. After a few cuts i stopped rinsing the blood off with cold water and putting a bandage on it. The feeling coming back as the pain disappeared.
I walked back to my room feeling like shit after a few minutes there was a knock on my door. "Who is it" i ask. "Its me minho can we talk? Like all of us"(leeknow) "...ok"(seung) "we will be waiting in the living room"(leeknow)
I walked out to the living room seeing everyone there. 'Werid'(seung) i sit down chan turning to me. "Seungmin are you ok" "im fine"(seung) "there was blood in the bathroom do you mind telling us why"(felix) 'shit'(seung) "how should i know"(seung) "dont play dumb pup"(changbin) "Im Not"(Seungmin)"give me your hand"(lee know) "NO"(seung) "stop acting like a brat seungmin"(chan) "What is going on with you?"(han) "why do you even care"(seung) "ofc we care we are your boyfriends"(jeongin) "SHUT UP ALL OF YOU IM SICK AND TRIED OF ALL OF YOU PUTTING UP THIS ACT"(seung) "DONT RAISE YOUR VOICE"(Chan) seungmin didnt noice he was crying. "WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU WHEN YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME IM DONE IM DONE WITH THIS SHIT IM DONE"(seung) "seungmin please tell us whats wrong"(hyunjin) "its not like you would care"(seung) chan grabbed seungmin hand. "Ugh"(seung) "what the"(chan) he pulled down seungmin sleeve and gasped. He tried to pull his hand back. "Why" chan said crying. Seungmin finally toke his hand back. "Why seungmin why?"jeongin asked already crying "its"-seungmin broke down sobbing into chan "i-i cant do this"(seung) "shh its ok its ok your ok im so sorry seungmin im sorry im sorry i broke you promise.( the promise was to stop seungmin from hurting himself when they met and for him to be loved for ever happily ever after) your ok now" seungmin continued sobbing. Everyone in the room was sobbing.
30 mins or so later seungmin felix hyunjin and jeongin hugging hyunjin. They were asleep from all the crying.
'I promise this will never happen again' chan said to himself. And it never did happen again years later they are happy with 5 cats and 4 dogs.
The end
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