I didnt really want to say the reason on this but i want to vent
My dad just died and i dont know how to feel we were never close my brother and sister where his favs and he didnt live with us but he was my dad he was the reason i am here. I know he never really liked me i dont know how to think ive lost my appetite and i dont feel like eating.
I feel numb like my brain switched off
Sorry
Im going to write again soon bc it makes me happy to get my mind off this
