memories//Luke Korns

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Luke POV

{Flashback}

I walked down the street hand in hand with Ava, the stars shining and the crickets chirping in the nighttime air around us. I was walking her home after we had gone to the movies and saw a cheesy Disney movie that she had wanted to watch.
She was laughing at a joke I had said, covering her mouth and trying to stop but realizing she couldn't. I was laughing too and I had to stop walking and hold my stomach because it hurt from laughing so hard.
After we had cooled down, we had already reached her house. She put her hand on the doorknob, about to head inside before I grabbed her wrist and turned her around.
I smiled and looked into her hazel eyes and leaned in, moving closer to her. She leaned in too, closed her eyes, and our lips touched for the first time.
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I opened my eyes and smiled at the fan in front of me. Her big hazel eyes reminded me of Ava, and how I had lost her. I snapped a picture with the fan and signed her poster and she moved on to Mikey, who was next to me. Usually, Meet and Greets were a great time for me, but for some reason I wasn't enjoying myself today.

Ava is gone. I will never see her again. Ava is gone. I will never see her again. I kept repeating this over and over in my head. The only person who fully knew about Ava and how much I loved her was Mikey. I looked over to him and he gave me a small smile as if he could read my mind.
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After the Meet and Greet, I jumped onto the couch and layed there looking at the ceiling. Its unique texture brought me back to a time with Ava.

{Flashback}

I was laying on the ground with my arm around ava and her hand on my chest. We were in my room looking up at the ceiling just admiring each others presence. Ava and I could do that. We wouldnt do anything and still be perfectly happy and content. I looked over at her and smiled and she returned it.
"I'm in love with you," I blurted without thinking. But I didn't regret it because I had already known it was true.
"I love you too," she replied and pecked my lips quickly.
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I realized that a tear had fallen out of eye and was rolling down my cheek. There was never a day since Ava left that I didn't miss her or think of her. I thought of Ava and wondered where she is right now. Is she back in Wisconsin, still living in the red brick house two streets down from my old house? Does she still have that gorgeous long, black, curly hair? Had she changed in the two years it has been since I last saw her?

I got up and started getting my stuff ready for tommorows event. I was supposed to be a surprise guest, so no one who would be in the audience knew I would be there.

Before I started dating Ava, I had started my YouTube channel. It wasnt anything major in my life, just something I messed around with. I had three subscribers, that were just a couple friends from school. Then I started dating Ava. As our relationship grew, so did my channel. Eventually I was traveling and going to many events because of my growing channel. My life was amazing. I got paid for doing things I loved, and I was the boyfriend to an amazing girl. But eventually, I had to choose. Ava had said it was either YouTube, or her. I ended up choosing YouTube, and she left me. That crushed me so much. I still don't know if I chose he right thing, because I love my job. But I also love Ava.

The door of my hotel room opened and I glanced up to see Mikey walk in.
"Two years," I said.
"What?"
"Two years ago today Ava left. And it was my fault. I should have chosen her." I said, more tears falling.
Mikey knew how to handle me when I was like this. He made me some extra sweet coffee and set it down next to me.
"I know," was all he said. He left knowing I wanted to be alone.
I sighed and got up, getting ready to take a shower and go to bed.
As usual, it took forever for me to fall asleep. I laid on the bed, closing my eyes but not falling asleep. Eventually I heard Mikey come back into the room and I drifted off to sleep.

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Hey guys!! This is my first fanfic and I hope you guys like it!:)
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Gina:)))