All His- Book 2

Chapter 29

5 weeks later
@ItzSolayne

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Now that I am not longer pregnant and hiding it I can finally post when my little girl was in my stomach❤️
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@Kisee- girl you really pulled a Halle Bailey on us fr

@Tameki- gurl you was fucking fucking 🥲👀

@Alianagra- bitch I'm still in disbelief

Solayne's Outfit

" Ion even know why I got on this live fr fr" I said scrolling through the comments

"My baby is perfectly fine and doing great she came hella early though I was supposed to be 35 weeks today " I said

" Yes she was fucking and what about it?" Antonia said

" My stomach is still there a bit " I said standing and lifting my jacket revealing the pudge and jelly stomach I had

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" Hey pretty girl " I cooed at my daughter Salaei

She sucked away hers eyes moving around the room

" Solayne!"

" In up here babe"

Footsteps where heard coming up the stairs and Kaelem entered the room wearing a grey sweatpants no boxers present and a sweatshirt

" Were did you go?"

" Nowhere I was downstairs the whole time "

I hummed in response before sucking my teeth, now my thoughts were everywhere cause was his ass really downstairs or did he sneak out an go somewhere

All the reasons of why I was afraid to get pregnant came flooding back, he probably hated my body after seeing me naked the last few times I was naked after giving birth, he probably hated my gut I had carried, he probably hates how big my breast are and how long there going to get cause I'm breastfeeding, he maybe hates my scars, he probably hates everything about me now

" What are you thinking about in that beautiful head of yours " Kaelem spoke kissing my forehead

" Nothing" I said in a hussed tone before removing  Salaei from my breast

She smacked her lips the milk in the corners of her mouth, I got a small rag to stop the milk that was spraying out

I burped her and stood to my feet and handed her to Kaelem

" We're you going?"

" I'm going to shower "

I made my way to our bedroom and took out a large sweatpants and a oversized t-shirt and got my period undies

I didn't need diapers anymore as I was almost at the 6 week mark where all the bleeding would stop

I took a shower letting the hot water burn my skin slightly and run down the pudge and left over skin on my stomach, I felt disgusting for some reason

I watched as the soap ran down the drain

I stepped out and wrapped myself in a black towel and dried my skin off before getting dressed quickly

" Solayne what you wearing?"

" Clothes"

" No mama you don't normally be wearing these big ass clothes on your body wassup, nothing wrong but it's not like you"

" I'm hiding my body from people that's all" I said shrugging

" Hiding your body for what, ain't nobody seeing your body on full display unless it's me so unless your hiding it from me then I don't know who the fuck else your hiding it from "

" Kaelem I'm not in the mood to be arguing with you "

I walked out from the bathroom getting in our bed

Wrapping my arms around myself I closed my eyes

Was I going through postpartum depression as a young mother?

Our was I just being insecure