In love with my tour buddies' sister

Finding out the truth

*Aspyn*
She is a butthole. I can't believe she would do that. We got into the tour bus and I tackled her to the ground. T was just laughing. She pushed me off of her and stood up. "I freaking hate you." I said. She shrugged saying, "Love you too." Getting clothes to change into. Ashton came on the bus and it fell silent. "Can everybody stop giving me the silent treatment? It's been going on since Trys was in the hospital. I don't even know what I did to make everyone hate me!" he said. I watched a T gave him a small smile before heading to the back room. Everyone else, including me, went to bed. We were tired. I don't think Luke gave T her phone back yet and I don't know if Ashton went to bed or went to talk to T. She can take care of herself. I know she can, sort of.

*Ashton*
I followed Trys into the back of the bus and asked, "Why is everyone ignoring me?" "Because you did something wrong when you were drunk." she said. I asked, "And that would be?" "You were the one who pushed me to the point of suicide." she said. I stood there shocked. I did that, really. I feel awful. I can't believe I would do that to her. I asked once regaining my composure, "What did I exactly do? Luke says I get violent and mean when I am drunk." "You just told me that the kiss on the dare was just basically using me, that when we were at Disneyland you only wanted me to talk so Harry wouldn't be mad at you and that you could care less if I talked or not, and then you told me I sucked at guitar and that I should go kill myself." she whispered tears running down her face. I sat down next to her and turned her to face me. I said, "Trystyn. I would never hurt you intentionally. You have to believe me." "I don't know if I can though Ashton. I mean the guitar thing really hurt. I didn't play guitar for several years after a dumb school talent show. I was embarrassed in front of the whole school and it made me feel like I was worthless." she said. I pulled her into a hug and she cried, more like sobbed, for a long time. I feel awful. I can't believe I said that to her. I mean I said something terrible to the girl I have a crush on, whose brother can kill me, I just.... I can't. I had her look at me when she calmed down and I kissed her. I kissed her passionately and meaningful, not like the kiss on the YouTube video. This one was real.