The musician is back

He is gone

Days are passing through, it's a little bit weird, but ever since Tianji told me his nonsense story about a magician and, gates and whatsever, he disappeared, which is kind of good for my mental, but strange at the same time.

So I decided to look into it. I went to the piano lessons teacher and asked her, if possibly she didn't saw him, but the look she gave me saying ,, I am sorry miss, you got the wrong person, I don't really have a student named Tianji in my classes, I never heard of anyone with such a name."

I think I really should have just live my boring life and study hard, so that I can become something and avoid these situations, but now anyway, how can someone just disappear?

I couldn't restrain myself from searching, so I went to that guy, he has been speaking to at the party, he is going to prove to me that I am not crazy already.

,,Ummm Tobby? Can I have a moment please?"
,, Emm sure, how can I help you?"
,, It's about your friend, Tianji, I haven't seen him in a while."
,, Tianji?"
Excuse me girl, but I really don't have a friend with such a name."
Just as he finished his sentence, I couldn't say anything, I just walked away outpaced, like... It all happened... It couldn't just be a dream... Like, he saved me, made me angry, I saw him in the piano classes...
The diary! I have everything written here I can't be just making up things can I?

So much to my inner dialogue, anyway, with Tianji gone, the strange amulet on my neck, with memories of me playing songs I never heard of, not remembering I almost destroyed the world, the stranger in the sack chained up... This is too much to process...
Should I just... Leave this school and start any kind of a mental treatment?
No, I am sure this all happened, maybe ... The piano class!
Without any more hesitation, I ran to the class, sit behind the piano and started to play. It was awful! Not even a rhythm! Just randomly touching the tiles, even my own ears could say, that I am not made to create any kind of music!

I stopped and cried out ,, Oh lord, please, tell me I am not crazy, please tell me I didn't lose my mind, stop this nonsense, before I completely lose it all!

After all of this, I took off the amulet of my neck, hoping to forget, but I didn't, I could still remember everything.

,,Tianji, I really hope, you are not a psycho playing tricks on me, because I am too weak to play this game alongside you. Do you hear me? What? You didn't like the play? Hah, ridiculous! You freaking stalker! I hope that I am going to forget all about you till the morning just like everyone else!!

But in the morning I didn't really forgot him. But what could I possibly do?

Later that day, I went to visit the closest town to the school. I thought I might straighten my thoughts and clear my mind. As I was walking through the shops I found a beautiful violin. Well I bought it, just in case ...

Right after I came back to the dorm, I tried to play it. It is very difficult to play, when I am not controlled by the spell and my body is not under the spell like before ... Or well if all those memories are true. I think just trying to play is not the right way, I need someone to teach me, how to play. But who would help me? I messed up all of the first impressions I could have on that damned party and by wasting time and energy on Tianji. Possibly who could guide me the way?

In the night, I finally had a dream, that gave me some hope.

I have seen a cave, a massive black round gate inside it. I can still remember how it looked like. But I don't know where it is. So I started to search for it on the internet. ,, This is it! This looks like the cave I've seen. I need to get there."

I had a luck that it wasn't really far away, and I could get there by the bus. Once I stepped on the beach, I have seen blue sparkling lights on the sand leading me into the sea. I can swim, so there is no big deal. I swam a little further then other people did, but it's still safe there. I entered the cave and well... ,,The enterence is the same as in the dream, but there is nothing, no gate...

,,What do I do" but then I noticed a little shell, it was just laying there and it had a hole, as if I needed to blow into it. So I did. And then the big gate appeared before me and opened up.
,, Well now we have the door, it's open, but there is just dark... "

I was really afraid of what could stand before me but, I really can't wait any longer to get my answers! I walked into the dark gate and the door has closed right after I came in. The blue guiding light appeared and lead me further into the dark. I followed them and reached a cathedral. It was so great and magnificent. It's just sad that there is not enough light to enjoy the view. Inside of that cathedral the blue lights faded. But I knew where I am supposed to go, because I saw a person standing in the middle of the cathedral in a vision, just as the lights disappeared. ,,You finally came." ,, Well I guess I did, but why did I had to come here? "
The person answers: ,, As for you being the magician, you need to pass a certain test.."
,, A test? Well isn't all of this enough?"
,, Just reaching and being guided the whole time, is not a real test, just a walkthrough. But, you can choose one thing to bring with you, that would help you passing this test, and you can ask one question, before you begin."
,, Then where is Tianji?"
,, He is out of your time for now, he is kept out of your life as if he didn't existed because he would tell you everything right away, help too much and he might teach you certain things, that could be dangerous. You are a very dangerous person, so from now on, I will be guiding you on your way."
,, But I disagree with you, he might be a little bit out of line, but I will only accept him as a guide!" ,, I want Tianji to be the "thing" I will bring to pass my test."
,,You really won't listen right? I will grant your wish, but remember, no matter what happens, for this insolence, the Order, won't help you, if your alive being will be questioned."
Then the man disappeared and Tianji appeared on his place.
,, Welcome back"
,, I kind of knew you will search for me, but you made an ultimately strong enemy right now, I don't know whether I should praise you for being loyal, or laugh because you are so stupid." ( He starts to laugh)
,, You fool, I already regret wanting you back!".
,, Okay, I was just kidding, I will prepare you for everything what is before you, but now focus on this test, you made him mad, he won't go easy on us."