holding on [h.s.] [n.h.] [z.m.]

Drowning In Tears And Love

Zayns POV

I have to sneak in again. I feel bad for having to do this, but I have to do it. If Rachel finds out what it is, it'll crush her.

I walked in the house slowly on my tippy toes making sure to be quiet. I used my keys to unlock the door. I crept in slowly. As soon as I begin to walk up the stairs the lights went on. I turned to see Rachel sitting there with her arms over her chest. Damn, she looked adorable when she did that!! ( AN: it felt so WIERD writing that part cause she's my BFF but I did it for Zayn )

"Where have you been?" She asked obviously angry.

"Umm, out.. " I said twiddling my thumbs.

"WHERE IS OUT?! ZAYN, YOU HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR AWHILE NOW! SNEAKING OUT AT NINE O'CLOCK AND THEN COMING BACK AT MIDNIGHT! I JUST LAY IN BED THINKING YOU'RE THERE UNTIL REALITY HITS ME AND I REALIZE YOU'RE NOT AND YOU NEVER ARE THERE! ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?" She screamed her British accent getting stronger, "I WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH!" 

"I HAVE CANCER, OKAY? I'VE BEEN SNEAKING TO THE DOCTORS OFFICE GETTING CHECKED BECAUSE I FOUND OUT I HAVE CANCER!" I screamed right then and there. We both broke down falling into each other's arms.

"I love you so much. The doctor said there's a possibilty of me living if I get the treatment, okay? I'll never leave you." I said. She pulled me down by my neck and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around her small frame enjoying the feeling of her lips on mine. When she pulled back I saw wet tears in her eyes.

"It's going to be okay. I love you, Rachel " I said holding her in my arms letting her cry in my shoulder and that's when I broke down and started crying in her shoulder as well.

Now we just sit here; drowning in tears and love.

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I feel bad about doing this to zayn but HEY it's in the storyline so I hope you like it tell me what you think BUH bye