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Finding Out Something I Wish I Hadn't

This chapter is really short but it is supposed to be don't judge me

Kadee's POV

I walked out of Harry's hospital room I hadn't left his side since the day of the accident I would talk to him sing to him hoping he would remember me maybe he would maybe Im just getting my hopes up he'll probably only remember Katherine or Louis but I'm not and option the doctor said he'll only remember people he truly cares about and after I said the thought of me liking him made me wanna puke but now that he probably isn't gonna remember me made me realize that I might have a small amount of feelings for him but I can't I'm married and liking somebody else when your married is basically cheating but whatever- I walked into a different room as I heard a voice that sounded a lot like Rachel's when I walked in I gasped shocked as I walked into the room seeing Rachel on her knees crying while holding zayns hand his hair was falling out on the floor I walked towards him and put my hand in it and a clump came out on my hand as soon as I did that zayn looked up pouting and his eyes filled with tears as he grabbed the lump of hair kissed it and set it in his lap

" I'm sorry " I said petting the hair on his lap then a question erupted my thoughts why are they here

" hey why are you guys here exactly " I asked zayn looked up at me his golden orbs a dark shade of brown now

" I found out I have cancer " he said a whimper escaped my mouth and I broke down tears running down my face as I hid my face in his neck as sadness came over me how could this have happened he didn't even do anything but smoke it was a nasty habit he had encountered during 10th grade

" I'm so sorry you have to go through this zaynie " I said and grabbed his hand and squeezed my hand as hot tears ran down his face I looked over at Rachel and sighed they might want some alone time

" Hey guys I'm going to go see Harry again " I said getting up to leave and looked back one more time before I left the room

Harry's POV ( WIERD right )

All I see is darkness Im trying to wake up so I can make the person who keeps talking to me stop crying I hope she's okay she tells me how her day is and she tells me amazing stories about Kadee I don't know who this girl is but I wanna wake up just so I can see her all of a sudden I felt someone grab my hand I tried to open my eyes but they were so heavy then the person started to speak maybe she would finally tell me her name I wanted to know cause every time I touched her hand I felt sparks I needed to know who she was

" hey Harry I've finally grown strong enough to tell you my name it's Kadee if you can hear me I just want you to know I love you " she said and my heart sped up all of a sudden i heart large beeping ad my heart sped up and then I heard screaming

" hurry up get the doctor oh Harry it's finally happening your waking up " a voice said and then everything stopped as I felt myself drift back to sleep