The cheerleader and The Nerd

Chapter 9: Apology/Space

Sophie's POV:

I wasn't feeling very well today. What happened yesterday i can never really forget about. I am torn. Sarah being there to help me was great. i couldn't wish for anyone better, she stayed the night with me but had to leave sometime around 5 am as her parents would have been worried. I wasn't really looking forward to school this morning. i couldn't take it off as my parents are very strict with school and want me to do my best. i wasn't really happy about that and i didn't want to see anybody at the school beside Sarah. I don't want everybody to be staring at me today and i'm not ready to see Nick or Jake at all.

I had to rush out of bed and have an quick shower. I drove to school this morning. I started to feel uneasy as i arrived at the school. This is gonna be a slow day i said to myself. Once i got out of the car, Nick approached me. he had an black eye, but i quickly looked away. " I really didn't mean to hurt you so much Sophie, I should have done it in private not in front of everybody i'm sorry" Nick said. I didn't reply and slowly walked away, he grabbed my arm to pull me back but to my surprise Sarah was there she told Nick to let go and then she dragged me away. "Are you Okay" She asked. I nodded saying nothing. I just needed more time to forget about everything. Every now and then people looked at me. There faces either all in shock or either just having pity on me.

School went by pretty fast to my liking, i realized that i hadn't seen Jake at all this morning. He wasn't in class or even in school at all. I over heard Gina asking Sarah if Jake was okay as he never returned any of her calls or texts. Sarah said she hadn't seen Jake since last night and that he must be still embarrassed about what had happened yesterday.

Nick's POV:

I was thinking about what i had done yesterday. I couldn't get over the fact that Sophie now hates my guts and that maggie hadn't returned my calls. I knew i had to apologize to Sophie in school in the morning but i didnt know what to say or do.

I arrived at school this morning with an black eye from the punch from Jake. I was hanging out with the boy's. I seen Sophie coming out of her car and i rushed over to her. She didn't look at me. I told her that i was sorry and that i shouldn't have done it in front of everybody and that i should have done it in private. She walked away. I grabbed her hand to try and pull her back but Sarah came and told me to let go and i did. They both scattered off. I walked into the school by myself everyone gave me an bitter face and i could hear whispers about me as i walked by. i felt embarrassed and ashamed. I caught up with Maggie in Maths class. I sat beside her and asked her why she hasn't been returning my calls, "I need some time" she said. She packed her stuff and moved seats. I was confused what had i done, was she too embarrassed about what i had done yesterday, was everyone talking about her and telling her how she could be with someone like me. My mind is confused at the moment and i don't know how to fix the problem. But i really do hope that sometime in the future Sophie will be my friend and that me and Maggie will be together happily but now everything is very complicated and it really does sucks. I guess i Deserve this Karma has come to get me.

Maggie's POV:

I have many messages and miss calls of Nick. I feel bad that i haven't answered or replied to him at all. I couldn't handle the embarrassment that had happened yesterday. People are giving me this weird looks and i can't deal with that. I really do want to be with Nick but there's and feeling inside me telling me to give it time. My mind is mixed. He sat beside me in maths to and asked why i hadn't returned his calls. i simply told him to leave me alone. I packed my bag and moved seats. I felt so much guilt. I know that i love him but i simply can't be seen with him because of what had happened. People may say Oh if i loved him you would get over that, but its hard, it's hard to be seen with the person you love as you never know if he could be cheating on you and the vivid comments you'd get for dating an person would just bring me down. I'll get over it soon and hopefully Nick understands why and hopefully we can be happy together soon. I just need time and i need to tell him that.

Later that night i finally answered Nick's call. he asked me over and over again what was going on. I simply told him that i felt very embarrassed about what had happened the other day and that i heard very bad comments about me and it's getting to me, i also told him that i need more time to think about the relationship and that i didn't want it to end i just needed time to forget about what had happened and the comments that had been made. Nick told me everything would be okay as he would always be on my side. But in my head i felt that he was lying, he said them things to Sophie and look how that had ended , i don't know if i could trust him anymore but if i wanted it to work i needed to. I just told him that i needed some time and that everything would be fine once i cleared my mind. He was cool with that and we ended the call on " I love You"

DUNDUNDUNDUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN: Hey guys thanks for reading it means hella lot :D Love you all for still being her with me :D.. Does anybody know where Jake has gone? WELL you'll find out soon :D ill be updating more chapters :D since ive been gone awhile. i just can't thank you all enough for reading :D . Stay beautiful Peace -EmaLeeLee-