The cheerleader and The Nerd

Chapter 10: Mental Breakdown

Gina's POV: Jake hasn't been answering my calls for days now and i've recently let him know that we couldn't be together any longer now. I've told him an vague reason why i couldn't be with him. In my mind i know he likes me but Loves Sophie and i can't keep that from him. I just want him to be happy. It's only been an few weeks that we've been together and they were the best times ever but he still has Sophie in his heart  and its time for me to move on. I really do hope he is doing well and that he can get over what had happened. I'll be moving to the UK soon as my dad has found an job there and that is also and reason why i had to end it with Jake. Long Distance relationships are hard to handle and i can't cope with not seeing him as we would be MILESSSSSS away and it will kill me. Yes i am upset about leaving him but it's the right choice, He belongs with Sophie whether there in an fight, soon they will be together.

Sarah's POV:

I haven't seen Jake since the night. I knocked on his door and walked in. "Jake You okay". no one was there. I looked into the bathroom and around the whole house no one. I called mom and dad to see if they knew were Jake had gone. They both just said that he left them an call saying that he was going on an trip with some friends to clear his mind and that he'd be back some time soon. In my head i knew that Jake never went on trips Without Steven Or Tyler and that he wasn't really that kind of person who'd go on trips at all. This really confused me a lot. I walked into his room and looked in his wardrobe all his clothes seemed to gone. My eyes caught a glimpse of an orange bottle at the bottom corner of his cupboard. Pills i said to myself. Jake had been provided pill's from the doctor it had said, that was strange i had always known that Jake was an Healthy person. This had me Worried. The date on it had been recent and i was so worried. Where had Jake gone and Will he Ever be coming back. The pill box was empty. There was only one thing i could do. I had to call the Doctor that had given the pill's to Jake.

I rang the doctor that night and he had told me that Jake was under antidepressants for an while now. The doctor wasn't able to provide me with a lot of information as Jake requested to keep it an secret. I couldn't believe that my Brother had Depression for many years now and now it started to worry me even more after what had happened the other day. Is He okay and Where the hell had he gone. So many thoughts  running through my mind now.  All i want now is for him to Come Home.

Jake's POV:

I've told my parents that i had gone on an trip with my friends. I lied. i packed my bags and off i went. i have had depression for years now after the death of my uncle who was an second father to me. He died from cancer and it effected me my whole life. he was my role model the one person who could cheer me up when i was down and told me that i could be an successful person when i grew up. My hopes were gone for awhile but i needed to do good to make him feel proud. My local GP had given me antidepressants, they worked for awhile but after what had happened and what Sophie had said to me i went back on them. My life has been from high to low lately. Gina recently texted me saying that we are over and that she'd be moving to England as her dad has gotten an new job over there. That hurt me a little as she was an caring and loyal girl. but i knew she knew that i loved Sophie. Sarah had been texting and calling me but I couldn't answer not now. I'm not in the right mind set now and i feel like its time, time for me to be gone out of this world and into another, were my Uncle lies waiting for me, but i can't let go of all my friends and family now. 

I'm far away from home, near the country side now. The place were my uncle had grown up with my mother. there childhood neighborhood. It brings back a lot of memories when i was young and when my father wasn't around.  This place makes me happy and sad at the same time thinking about him. I sit at the end of the bridge. Water flowing smoothly below me. the height is pretty high, i sit here thinking about what type of guy i had been to Sophie and Gina and Sarah. I know /i have hurt them all so the next step for me is to jump and plunge into my death,  no one would find me and i would be gone forever. 1,2,3............. "Splash,Splash,Splash".. 

Air bubbles form, signs of panic and gasping, then slowly the sound goes. Everything is now calm. Nothing back to the smooth flow of the water... 

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BOOMBOOMBOOM DUNDUNDUNDUNNNN Sorry guys Jake Had to ....... Im SO sorry it had to be like that.. his time is now.... well Wait and see on the other chapters MUAHAH .. well thanks for reading guys and i really hope you enjoyed this chapter i really did enjoy writing it :D Thanks for being so loyal every since i had left and returned your support is so AMAZING and I love you all for that. Stay Beautiful PEACE -EmaLeeLee-