awake

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"Aiden, please wake up"

a voice spoke sounding slightly worried. Aiden began to slowly wake up wondering where he was.

he squinted as a torch shined in his eyes and once his vision refocused he noticed the group crowded around him.

logan- "wait his eyes are open"

ashlyn- "Aiden can you hear me?"

he tried to sit up leaning on his hand but his arm immediately gave in causing him to fall back slightly.

aiden- "i can hear you- what happened?"

Taylor- "we'd like to ask the same thing"

logan- "you disappeared into the woods"

ashlyn- "then came back and fainted"

tyler- "who could be stupid enough to run into the woods.. at night.. in the phantom dimension!?"

logan nudged tyler slightly. Then taylor started rambling.

Taylor- "YOU COULDA BEEN BADLY INJURED OR KILLED- OR LOST IN THE WOODS.. WE DIDNT KNOW WHERE YOU WERE! YOU MADE US ALL WORRIED ESPECIALLY ASHLYN AND WHEN WE SAW THAT PHANTOM FOLLOW YOU-

ashlyn- "shh- your being really loud"

Taylor- "shit sorry"

ashlyn- "its okay"

Aiden noticed Ashlyns eyes were red- like she'd been crying. A gigantic wave of guilt washed over Aiden as he realised he made them all panicked and upset. It was his own fault for being an idiot and running into the woods- he shoulda followed the others into the house or hid in another bus or something.

BEEP BEEP- logans watch beeped breaking the silence telling them they were about to shift back to there world.

~~time skip- the normal world~~

Aiden awoke in his bed, still in agonising pain from yesterday as his wounds weren't treated yet. he still felt super guilty about what happened- why was he so stupid. all he did was make everyone annoyed or upset and it felt worse the fact it was ashlyn.

WARNING $H—

he pulled himself up still angey with himself and walked to the bathroom. he was going to just have a shower but thats when he saw it- the razor. he tried to ignore it but he couldnt. he needed to hurt himself. he needed to redeem himself for being so selfish.

he grabbed the razor about to drag it across his wrists but it was still bandaged up from the other day. he sat on the ground and stared at his thighs littered in faint white and purple coloured scars.
he dragged the razor across his thighs and watched as the faint lines filled with red and cause tiny red bubbles on his legs. he was still mad. he dragged it again pushing down deeper until it stung him more. he carried on sprinkling scars until his thighs were nearly completely covered in a ruby red tinge.

shit. another wave of guilt crushed on top of him as he realised he broke his promise not only to himself but to ben.. again. he's probably fed up with him anyways. he looked down to see blood dripping on the floor and quickly grabbed a towel and wiper it up. he then carefully got up feeling dizzy at first but shook it off. he switched on the shower and enterd the glass box. he watched as the crimson blood washed down the strange and his thighs showed long pale yellow marks. the water stung his legs and he quickly escaped the shower and grabbed another towel wrapping himself in it.

once he was dry he wrapped his upper legs in bandages and threw on a fresh pair of clothes. he wore a beige hoody with a smiley face on it and a pair of blue jeans. he shook his hair like a wet dog and brushed his teeth before stepping down the stairs and into the front room.

ben was sat on the couch watching my little pony with lilly- so he obviously sat and watched it with them, waiting for the school bus.

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(word count: 645)

yipee i didnt take nearly 2 weeks to post and only a couple of days 👍

AND... I GOT A GRADE 9 ON ART AND BIOLOGY
(thoes who dont know- grade 9 is same as A+)

SO BLOODY HAPPYYYYYY!!

anyways im going on holiday to wales next week so might not post then but yayayayayay.

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