i was thinking what was so special about you, why cant i just forget you and find someone else
i hate that i keep on thinking about you when i didn't even cross your mind, how can i like someone who doesn't know me
how dare me to think that i will see you looking at me in a room full of people
how dare me thinking about you saying how much you like me, when you couldn't even look at me the way i look at you
i hate how every minute i will think about you sending me a text, or just adding me on my social media
i hate it, everytime i will try to think about you liking me, you will give me a reason to shut that idea
i hate it, i wish i never knew you, i wish i never saw you that day, where my heart felt so happy
but who i am kidding, after all this words, after all the hatred, i will eventually still like you
and i hate it everytime i will see you
my heart cant just stop but to keep on hoping that one day
you will see me
and
like me
