LovePoems Collection

July*

It's raining again...
Lucky I am.
I can hide my tears through the raindrops that keep falling from my eyes...

I am sitting alone in the dark.
remembering the promise you once told me:

"I will never leave you..."
"Promise?"
"Yes. Promise."
"I don't believe you. I know you will also leave me like the others."
"Believe me, if all the people in the world will leave you, I promise you that I'll stay."

I cry.

And I sigh.

"Just trust me. I will never leave you.Promise."
"Promise? Forever?"
"Yea. Forever."

My tears never stops to fall,

like the river in the ocean,
like the rain that never stops...

Now I understand why the moon is alone...

and why the stars are so distant.

I can now feel how the earth is longing to be kissed by the rain.

I am asking myself repeatedly:

"Do I really deserve to loose you?"
or
"Did you really plan to leave me?"

I cry every time I remember your promise...

I thought you won't leave me.

But  where are you?

You are gone now...

You never knew that you are the only person I confided my real problems with...

The only person who knows my dreams and failures,

The only person who knows how to make me smile

The only person who knows how to make me cry.

You never knew that...

You are the only one that is so special to me... You never know how much i value you

and prayed for your safety as always...

You never knew that...

I worry too much if you are not calling or texting me.

You never knew how much I spent my time rereading all your messages in my phone over again...

You never knew how much I missed you when we are not together,

You never knew how much I love you even beyond forever.

But now that you're gone.

You broke your promises.

You broke the memories.

But that's fine with me.

that's alright.

You know what's the saddest part of it?

You left me broken.

Nobody could fix me but you.

But there is no chance for me to be whole again.

because you left me alone and weary

last 20th day of July.